Losing yourself is a whole lot easier than finding yourself again. I started this journey almost 5 years ago. I had just had Em. I needed to lose my weight. And I needed to find myself. Everyday I fight my battle with my depression. Everyday I have to drink water before eating so I know if I'm being emotional or actually hungry. Everyday I have to remind myself what I love all over again because some days to be real I dont love anything. But I do it. And I fight and it takes me longer than others to reach the endzone but true to my hawks I fight until the fourth quarter and I usually pull through. When I don't... I review the tapes and get back at it again. #alwaysme #alwaysbethelight #alwaysfight #depressionsucks #pcossucks #beingsicksucks #beingmerocks #RowdyRoyals #livelaughlovelexy
