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dear god guys i want pie SO bad . you know , as a treat . its my birthday ! i should get pie ! but like , how does one ask their dad for money on their birthday....when he doesn't know its your birthday ?? (i mean i asked anyway cuz our dad is a pretty nice guy love you dad <3 but you know ! i would love to mention its my BIRTHDAY but we're not rlly out to him with the whole sys/kin thing LOL).

honestly dont mind if i get the pie a few days late...im just happy right now in general? or, at least, content. not like, super duper uper happy, but im not SAD---and considering that the second semester burnout is a REAL and HORRIBLE thing, i think thats good enough. hopefully my birthday is a turning point bcuz man, mental health has been in the dumps lately.

on the other hand....am maybe yearning a bit ofr people i knew. ahhh, just felt like rambling...im alone in front and that tends to make me , eh , funky?

bennett (#🎸🥡🥢, kin & fictive)

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i would also like to say happy birthday shiro voltron, fellow leap year baby. somehow, despite having a multitude of voltron introjects, we forgot about that! lawrence would be mad at me about that, but lawrence is dormant so </3 thankfully its still the 29th for us so this isn't late!

bennett #🎸🥡🥢

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this year is a leap year meaning i get to celebrate my birthday! (feb 29th)

bennett [#🎸🥡🥢]

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does bad luck count as a "canon carryover"? because it sure does feel like it!

bennett (#🎸🥡🥢, kin & fictive)

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me, catching up on the archon quests in genshin:

dottore comes up and i immediately close the game because i don't know whether to swoon or have a panic attack.

- bennett, 🎸🥡🥢

[tag as both kin and fictive. as i am both. ]

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ive been feeling sad lately. i would say i know why, but i don't. i think its like, a me thing. just part of...who i am. just a sad type of person, you know.

but hey, sometimes you just...need a good cry. you need to feel sad for a bit, even if its without reason. i think (not know. bad memory.) that we oftentimes feel better after a quick and nice sob. or maybe thats me being hopeful because the crushing weight of all the expectations of life & the knowledge that was have no real friends is weighing down on me specifically and no one has noticed until im alone in front. but you know. maybe you just need to be sad sometimes.

bennett (number6)(#🎸🥡🥢, fictive)

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for canon powers...

i would like my pyro vision back. so i could be warm, again.

bennett, but not the usual one. bennett6. number6. whatever else my headmates call me. (#🎸🥡🥢, fictive)

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apologies for sending so many asks. i am feeling...strange.

i miss my friends. a lot. but i dont really feel anything about it. i just know i miss them. i miss fischl & barbara & razor even if our lives kinda sucked. living in a post apocalyptic world will do that to you i guess.

i wish i still had the hope i had in my memories, even if just for a little bit.

#🎸🥡🥢, fictive. bennett6.

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