Uncertain Passions: The Power of Being Unprepared
Leymah Gbowee unveils a Bertha von Suttner statue at the Peace Palace in The Hague.
Bertha von Suttner, the first woman to participate in the 1899 Hague Peace Conference and the first sole woman to win the Nobel Peace Prize, most certainly began her work for peace before she was ready. To be the first woman to take part in this conference and to receive this award meant that she was taking uncertain steps forward. There were no precedents set for women who participated in the peace movements, much less women who led them. Still, Bertha began her work before anyone gave her the instructions on how to do so, and, therefore, learned along the way and made great change in the world. Bertha’s whole story can be found at: http://www.berthavonsuttner.com/ABOUT/index.html.
Do the Work by Steven Pressfield explains why starting before one is ready, like Bertha did, is a crucial step in achieving success towards one’s dream. Pressfield writes, “Good things happen when we start before we’re ready. For one thing, we show huevos. Our blood heats up. Courage begets more courage. The gods, witnessing our boldness, look on in approval.” Where there is a dream, a passion, or something that one feels must be done there is always resistance. Resistance can take the form of relationships, finances, societal standards, or simply fear itself. However, resistance only exists when one’s dream is strong enough to be successful. If an individual waits until they feel ready to begin, this is a form of resistance. Too much time spent preparing decreases the momentum of a movement and holds an individual back from real accomplishments. Though it is uncertain and terrifying, beginning before one is ready is necessary to overcome the excuses and justifications not to start.
Pressfield’s idea is not a new one. Take, for example, Florence Nightingale, the founder of modern nursing. Florence came from a wealthy family that expected her to marry and fulfill the duties of a housewife. However, Florence felt the pull to do something more in the world. She was drawn to hospitals, and, though she was untrained and did not know much about nursing, she took the first step forward and became the superintendent at a care institute for sick women in London. Florence ignored her fears and uncertainty and began before she felt ready. If she had waited until she did feel ready, she may never have started. The environment of an individual does not always encourage them to start, and, therefore, they must push forward even if they have not been prepared because they may never be. More information about Florence Nightingale can be found at: http://www.history.com/topics/womens-history/florence-nightingale.
Paul Loeb’s Soul of a Citizen firmly echoes this idea. Loeb writes
“There is no perfect time … no ideal circumstances for voicing our convictions. What each of us faces instead is a lifelong series of imperfect moments in which we must decide what to stand for. Choices may at times be thrust upon us … more often we’ll have to seek them out consciously, in contexts that don’t always encourage them and sometimes when we don’t feel ready. The wonder is that when we do begin to act, we often gain the knowledge, confidence, and strength that we need to continue.”
Fear gives an individual power. Uncertainty gives an individual the ability to grow and to do the things that they and society might not believe they can. Bertha and Florence challenged themselves and revolutionized the world around them. They made their dreams, which many regarded as idealistic or delusional, into realities by beginning before they were ready.
The four cardinal virtues.
Starting before one is ready is the idea of the cardinal virtue of Fortitude. The four cardinal values are explained at: http://www.vatican.va/archive/ccc_css/archive/catechism/p3s1c1a7.htm. Fortitude is the virtue that allows one to continue on the path of creating good in the world by conquering fears and enduring many oppositions and hardships. When an individual starts before they are ready they do not know how long they will have to keep stepping blindly forward, but they endure the fear of uncertainty and keep stepping anyway.
Change is not made in the world by completely prepared individuals who know each next step of the way or calculate every word precisely. Those that strive for peace and for a better world aspire to do something that they are not sure they can. They take a step forward and hope that they will not fall. It is blind faith in their passion. It is the idea that they will succeed because they have to, and because something fundamental inside of them will not let them stop until they have finished.