I'm starting to wonder... am I a sissy? Was this just a fetish that got slightly out of hand, or have I gone too far down the rabbit hole!? I seem to more actively want to be locked in chastity. Sometimes, a caged orgasm is bad. Other times, it's the best orgasm possible. I seem to want censored porn more than actual. Why do i want to wear a thong? I didnt have great dildo/buttplug experiences, yet I want to try again, heck the dream is to be pegged. Where to from here? Is this just the beginning or can/should I try to resist. Thanks for listening to the musings of a madman.















