They tell you growing up, "follow your dreams." Well if that were all I had to do, I would be happy. But life happened. And everyone got their dreams to land right in their laps. My friends now hold degrees, well paying jobs, cars, options. They've traveled the world, simply because they did well in some college classes. They have incredible high paying jobs because their parents left them with something. They all got that jump start that I feel like we are forced to need these days. It's just hard... I just want to make something of myself and get a little credit. That's all. I don't want a mansion, or a fortune. I want a little restaurant and a firefighter job. I want some friends who care. I want a family. I guess im asking too much too soon.