#betterrat

[partnarrative-a]

random positivity.    although,  if you think about it,  it’s not so random since she left the nicest of messages on that one meme  &  left me in tears  (of joy).  who am i talking about?  HEATHER  (aka @traumabcrn / @governmentproperty / @betterrat  +  all the amazing muses she writes).  here are a few things you should know about her:

she calls herself satan  &  sometimes she really is because she wrecks me  &  others with painful headcanons,  angsty plots,  etc.  in reality,  she’s a wonderful friend,  always there for you.  i’ve been blessed with her friendship  &  i’m so lucky to have her in my life,  even if only through a computer screen  --  it’s already enough to me tbh.  she’s also fucking hilarious.

she’s a superb writer.  she puts so much thought in her characters  &  her ocs are so well-developed  &  human,  with virtues  &  flaws,  always so realistic  (emilie has a special place in my heart  &  in the hearts of many of my muses!).  seriously,  her writing skills?  if there’s a better mark than a with an infinite amount of plus,  that’s the mark i’d give her.  moreover,  she always has the best plot ideas  &,  if it weren’t for her,  we wouldn’t have such amazing timelines.  like seriously,  our saf gv has  years  of plots for our characters.

she’s the glue of our starkid fam.  really.  even if we might be apart for a while,  we always get back together  &  (i think)  it’s because she keeps us together,  &  i’m glad she does.

overall?  HEATHER IS JUST AMAZING  &  I LOVE HER.

[hatcdhim-blog]

@betterrat -- from here

    The world was cruel, and dark. They had to seek out unlikely places to go and find happiness and light. For Lily, it was when she woke up in the early hours of the morning shaking from a nightmare and turning around to watch James sleep. It was never easy, but she kept going. Kept waking up in the morning and make making coffee. Attending the meetings and kept a close watch on her windows and doors. She sighed softly.      Peter was positive, or trying hard to be and succeeding. “You don’t know that.” she whispered. That was the price of war You didn’t know if you were going to wake up to a battle or not. “No one knows that.”

[lamentedhope-a]

Random headcanon question: do you think that albus knew the marauders were animagi? did he have any inklings of it?

no i don’t.

voldemort began to really rise to power when the marauders just started at hogwarts, and the order of the phoenix was founded very shortly afterward. the first war is continually stated to have been significantly more chaotic than the second, so you know how during HBP albus is barely at hogwarts? that’s how he was during the marauders’ entire education. hogwarts was primarily left in the capable hands of mcgonagall while albus acted as a general in the war; he would be there at the beginning of the year and the end of it, and a few times in-between if something was very serious ( such as the Snape Incident ) but primarily the headmaster wasn’t around much during those years.

and as a result, no, albus had very little idea of what the marauders were up to. after the snape incident he may have begun to suspect something, but by and large didn’t worry about it ( priorities and all of that ). if the war hadn’t been going on at the time, chances are he would have begun to suspect something, perhaps even putting things together, but as it stands, no, he had no idea what those four boys were up to.

 HEADCANON QUESTIONS  /  @betterrat / always accepting  

[siiriusblxck]

note

MY MUSE HAS DIED. SEND ‘NOTE’ FOR A GOODBYE LETTER MY MUSE WROTE TO YOURS AS A PRECAUTION, IN CASE SOMETHING, LIKE IT HAS, SHOULD HAPPEN

Peter,

If you are reading this letter – I might as well cut to thechase – some horrible fate has befallen me. The unthinkable, yes, I know, thatsomeone should take down Sirius Black but, alas!, it has happened.

There are so many things I never said to you, that I shouldhave – that I had every opportunity to say, but could not find in myself toexpress. We were all afraid, Pete… there’s no shame in that. We were allterrified, but I let my confidence override my fear, and I wasn’t there for youthe way a friend should be. I wasn’tcomforting, not even in school. I’ve never been the friend any of you deserve –except maybe James, but that’sbecause we get one another.

The sensitive sensibilities of you and Remus have alwaysflown right over my head. It’s not that I don’t care, or that I didn’t, as it were… I just don’t know how to be a consoling and empathetic person.

My jokes at your expense were never meant to hurt you. I’vealways, always considered you an equal. We would not be who we are if it weren’tfor you. Never downplay your worth to this group of comrades we have become.

In my absence, someone will need to take up the place asbest looking and most charming – I’m laying this burden at your door, Pete.Fake it ‘til you make it, so they say.

You know I love you, right? I’m sure I didn’t say it enough,I never said it enough to anyone… but I do. Merlin, I love ya, you barmy git…you were always so easily able to make me laugh and… this war is so hard. It’s so hard.

I hope that I was a good friend to you. Now, in thesedarkest of times, I second-guess that. But I always meant my best.

I need you to take care of the others, take care of Remus, James has enough on his plate.Someone’s gotta look out for Moony without me around.

And, you know, take care of yourself, too.

All my best – don’t cry too much,

Padfoot

[masterofdeath]

listen i follow your harry from multiple blogs because i love your writing so much, and i am so picky about harrys if i'm being honest because the characterization is so important to me. you do such a phenomenal job writing him and it's truly a joy to have you on my dash both ic and ooc because you seem like such a nice person and i hope you have the loveliest of days.

meme : ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

[multasfacies]

@betterrat asked: ‘  i’ve  been  lost  but  i’m  here  now .  you’re  the  only  person  who  has  ever  been  able  to  find  me .  ’

Usually, it was Peter having nightmares. Peter with the fitful, interrupted sleep. With nightmares of horrors he won't voice. And it's Sirius job to soothe him. That's how it usually went. How many nights did Sirius' crawl into the guest bed to soothe him back to sleep—rubbing his back, telling painfully unfunny jokes in a hushed voice—before they stopped the pretense of separate bedrooms altogether?

It was easier to reach for him in the middle of the night, drowsy and warm from sleep, and pull Peter into his arms. Or watch the slow rise and fall of his chest, those rare nights he didn't wake up until morning, and Sirius just wanted to make sure that he's truly there.

It wasn't that Sirius didn't have nightmares of his own, but the circumstances that make it easier to hide.

Except for tonight.

By the time he stumbles across Peter in the kitchen, he's half-dressed: sockless feet in unlaced trainers, wand shoved into his jeans' pocket, and the same white t-shirt he fell asleep in. His plans are obvious—and so, too, is his immediate relief. Wordlessly, he crushes Peter in a fierce embrace, the staccato rhythm of his panicked heart pressed against the other man's chest.

"Thought y'were gone—that I never found... that you being here was just a..." He mumbles the words against Peter's skin, voice scratchy from sleep. "Dunno what I'd do if I lost you again."

[skyaches-a]

@betterrat​

💎💎💎 ~ betterrat for lily

❝ When I think of you , Peter , I think of muggle records , sharing fuzzy blankets in the common room , and both of us trying to decipher the McGonagall’s cursive so we can take notes. ❞

[betterdoe]

@betterrat​ ASKED : ' I hope it’s love. I’m trying really hard to make it love. ' peter abt sirius in lost and found even though sirius didn't technically propose but got damn close he is Unsure(tm)

WAR OF THE FOXES

❝ If it COUNTS for anything , it seem like it is. ❞

She’s been trying to settle into this new NORMAL. It was certainly a lot to take in , but Lily was nothing if not persistent. STUBBORN , even , some might say , and she couldn’t BLAME them for it. But through everything , she had found she was happy to accept that everyone was alive and trying their DAMNEDEST to be happy. The Marauders and their plus one were , however hastily duct taped and glued , together again. And some more than others. ❝ And I’d like to THINK that I know a little something about love. Y’know , being MARRIED with a kid and all. ❞