Do you know why life is so boring? Simple, because we are exhausted. The limitations of the human state is weighing heavily on us. Life isn't meant to be any of this, life isn't meant to be words/feelings. We can't even begin to imagine what we are truly made for. Have you thought of something other than life? Other than decision making? Good news!!! Everything outside the box, thought/feeling that you've had is completely plausible and possible! We have just not acted on our deepest/widest feelings. Every thought outside the norm of reality is a possibility, but it's not the possibility that matters, it's the "world" of these possibilities. There are worlds outside this one, and outside this universe. Don't you see? There is something, there has got to be something.