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This Love Came Back To Me log!

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Started: December, 17, 24

Finished: December, 20, 24

Rating: ★★★☆☆

Chapter 1: Smart people think the same because I had that same escape to Bradley when a creepy man is following your idea. It warms my heart that they never had beef with each other than it was a mutual breakup, but there was still love for eachother, it was just the wrong timing. Is the nickname bug cute? In the context of the first date, but the nickname bug just is so andrew garifield Spiderman, m sorry. The red head is about to sti this story up

Chapter 2: You know what turned me on you taking Brad beer from his hand and him saying cmere bug. YESS GAWD. I want to make out with Bradley so badly, like heavy grinding. I'm getting a cold chill about Paul. It's just so stalker anakin, uh uh, but Bradley, he's a big, strong man and can keep us safe from the bad guys!

Chapter 3: I literally hate how Peter is gonna be the main guy in this series. Wish it could be just petty ex drama, but it's not. I like the nickname b for Bradley. I also like the sentence "kissing till breathing became an issue." But I feel the security with Bradley. Big strong guy, and I'm just tucked under his side. I thought they were gonna take it slow like pumpkin and forgetful boy... but this Bradley isn't concussed.

December, 19, 24

Chapter 4: Nah, Paul, I'm sick of her ass! I'm done. I really don't care, Luke. I do t want to read this shit if Paul is gonna be the ducking problem. I literally hate subplots so much because I'm not here for anybody else besides Bradley. But on the good news is I love how when you talked about emailing HR Bradley said "in person" and it was a version of a compromise because trust he wasn't this problem to be dealt with immediately Luke the man he is! Pauly about to go pshyco because bug threw out his flowers. Rip bug

Chapter 5: What I did love about this chapter is you resting your forehead between Bradley shoulder blades as he stood in front of you, shedding you from Paul. Also, love Bradley grabbing your hand when you snap your hairtye on your wrist. I also love him, not wanting you to go hom3 foe being to emotional. What I hated is bug saying 'he's not worth it' most bullshit line I have ever heard in my life, trust Paul se conpone ! Truly pissed me off because Big Boy Bradley, if he shover Paul with two hand bro, would have probably died, lol. Paul just gives me that creepy. I'll shoot the school energy.

Chapter 6: I am pissed because this is so scary for bug. Because truly all she can do is deal with it. And she telling HR hey this guy is a creep and the woman doesn't believe her. Literally come on! You're a girl, too, UNDERSTAND THIS. The best part of this chapter is sharing a milkshake with Bradley and him still having your silk pillow case, and then sending you a photo of him laying on it with his hand tucked under his head Gosh he's such a slut.

Chapter 7: Listen, the thing about me is that I am hating on chapter where they talk about work. But then I actually lock in. Especially when the work day is stressful. The way beyondthefourwalls and roosterforme have the ability to make me stress with workloads that don't actually exist is crazy! But Paul hasn't pulled up in a while! I know that little witch is gonna have a comeback after his shorcameo in the elevator. Uh uh if this story doesn't end in Bradley kicking his ass I'm gonna be upset! But I think it was super cute the little scene where Bradley tickled the bottom of your foot. OMG I almost forgot that- Bradley said the back door was open- bitch my blood ran cold! And her not being able to find her jewelry this morning. PAUL BE INSIDE YOUR HOUSE. MAMA A PAUL BEHIND YOU!!

Chapter 8: boo Paul you whore. He's not even a pro stalker. He is a stalker because of your location. That's such bullshit, I was hoping he would just have collected this info, lol. I'm pissed that just because you shared your location with him once, that was how he followed you. And it's even crazier that bug through hot coffee in his face. Thank God she ran out of there. I was getting scared for her. Paul is such a doll. He's like Damien from love is blind lol. I would need to suffocate myself in Bradleys chest after that one, boss. Also, it's so cute that Brad would leave the driving cages just to hang with you at home.

December, 20, 24:

Chapter 9: Bradley, please take care of all of this. I say just kill Paul. I say, push her down the stairs. Like if Bradley is foe sure done seeing g his girl get messed with, I need to see him go psycho mode on Paul. Like I'm talking extreme anger, I can't stop punching. I'm talking Hawk going crazy on the fat guy. I'm saying Dom torreto punching Johnny tran. There better be smht next chapter probably jot because there hasn't been smut this whole entire book but if there going on there little vacation then let's fuck every where.

Chapter 10: I'm glad Bradley blocked Paul's number off bugs phone before she could see it. B better not doubt himself for a second right now. I'm glad he's selfish to stay with her because if he thought leaving you would be a good choice I would kill him. M sick of being deprived of sex, I know it's jot the right time but come on! How much longer is bug gonna be biting her lip instead of Bradley's. SMH next chapter better be them still in the cabin

Chapter 11: the thing about filing against Paul is the fact Bradley can't interact with him. Geez I would feel like such a pussy if I was Bradley lol. I know he's protecting you and right now there's nothing he can do so he's not a pussy but I just want him to beat him up. Love the hot tub scene very pk and lj, love even more how sorry Bradley is for deleting the messages off your phone, feeling guilty even though he did the right thing foe bug. I don't want to go back to work!

Chapter 12: BUG WHY DID YOU ENTER THE HOUSE WITHOUT BRADLEY. STUPID BITCH. Honestly that bitch deserves it if Paul decideds to kill her. Because when it said you were to excited to realize who was in the car next to you, spine chill. The smell of dead flowers and the murky water, gross, with all the insects there. No choice besides to cry. If Bradley doesn't murder Paul I'm gonna be pissed. I thought Paul was gonna be at the hard deck when you were celebrating your job

Chapter 12: The way I could literally imagine Bradley fist feeling heavy, like he can't control himself, he can't control the need to kill this guy. Bradley is actually a big, strong man because when he buried your head in his chest so you weren't looking at Paul. MY MAN, MY MAN, MY MAN. It was even better when he did it again but covered your ears when Pull started yelling out your name. If I'm thinking about it in a Paul perspective, honestly, poor guy, lol. Joe Goldberg, stalker anakin vibe - I feel bad for this guy truly! But L vaycay trip again to the cabins, would love but honestly triggers a few bad memories back to Paul tbh, I would definitely go back, though. As much as I complained about it, I enjoyed it and definitely kept coming back to rad it, so that is definitely something good. Amazing <3

[angelbby555]

Remember You Even Though I Don't log!

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Started: december, 15, 24

Finished: december, 16, 24

rating: ★★★★☆

Chapter 1: Maybe it's because of my new phone, but I can only picture this in Bradley pov. I feel the bright fluorescent hospital lights on me, I feel my head pounding, I know how he feels - so great on beyondthefourwalls writing. What warms my heart, Bradley, staying at the hospital when you're getting your gallbladder removed and taking days off to work. No, something roo would do, but we actually never know since BG has never had a severe injury.

Chapter 2: I got this odd feeling that because of Maverick, Bradley is at the hospital with amnesia. I think it's cute he's jealous of Pete, and he does t even remember his uncle or me. It's cute that he was also mad at Dr Anderson for telling you to leave the room when he wanted you to stay. Then there are you replying in a calm voice that settles the big boy down. Poor roo. It is also crazy how I imagined the UVA shirt purple when their colors are orange, grey, and black

Chapter 3: low-key jealous Bradley remembers nat. I was thinking that the reader wasn't gonna go visit Bradley since it was late, but obviously she went hello, that's her husband. Just mad me think of the saying "I don't care if I see you for just 5 minutes I still want to see you." I wonder when Bradley is gonna be able to leave the hospital, and it's funny that he thought it was a joke that he was friends with hangman.

Chapter 4: i love how protective he is of her. Bradley had the biggest beef with Dr. Anderson. It's so Bradley to talk at the same time as you and then motion for you to go first. It would actually pain me if I had to sleep in a different room from my husband like we're strangers.

Chapter 5: The way my heart would break if Brad lley called me pumpkin by accident, and he mean that by the smell instead of the pet name. This, by far, has to be my favorite chapter! I love Bradley being missed off at you sharing information with Jake instead of him. My heart actually did break though when you asked Bradley if he could say he loved you and that feather light kiss, he gave you gosh! The favorite part has to be the grocery store saying I wonder if the dates are and he says on a calendar? And then you say just because you said that no dessert for you, and then he says he y come on there on the next aisle over. Amnesia is so weird. Because how does he not remember the 4 years we were married but remember where the utensils are and where the dates are in a grocery store.

Chapter 6: He is Ben for only being able to cook grill cheese after literally being spoiled for gourmet meals from his wife. Do not get me started on Bradley just being an animal because, baby, what was that little hip thrust? I invaded all your senses and suddenly you want to grind a bit- not only that but he smells you conditioner and groan AND then hers you fingering yourself AND THEN he jerks off to the sound and uses your conditioner to really get in there. Oh duck, and the daisies and taking me on a date to impress me when I already live you! I could picture it so well Bradley having a clear plastic cup hovering between his lips. And him putting his hand up on the wall, oh LAWDDD caging you in love that, literally stop.

Chapter 7: This is so amazing for Bradley because not only does he get to fall in lo e with me, but one time, he gets to fall in love with me twice. Turns me on that he likes being called baby, and he's so possessive of you how he just marched over to the bar when he saw some girl talk to you. Gosh he so cute with the 'I get hit on?' Like your fine shyt come on Bradley! Pumpkin is so strong because if he wanted to get freaky by the car, who am I to say no

Chapter 8: The line “Mav I can’t - I can’t lose her. I just got her.”  literally put a knife into my chest and twist it and stab me in the stomach a couple of times. Too good it had me in the Ryan verse. No, he's so sweet because having the epipwn in the glovebox and having you seriously promise him to always carry it pulls on my heart! And oh my gosh, he kind athinka about things with the getting a four seater just in case we have kids! Wow, you did it again!- and I almost forgot! Bradley looks at those dirty pictures on his phone and literally has to scroll through his messages to see those dirty messages, unlocking his dirty little folder with my birthday as the pass code! Ugh!

December, 16, 24

Chapter 9: Oh gosh, I thought chapter 10 was gonna be the smut, not 9, but it was magical sex I love the whole paragraph before he says I love you," and that he knows, and there's a list of all the things about you he loves. Up until now that I'm writing this, I realize how vulnerable it actually is to open up to your husband who doesn't remember you. Because what if he doesn't like you the same way? What it he isn't attracted to you? I think it's incredibly beautiful, too, that Bradley gets to experience this a second time falling in love. I wonder when he gonna put his ring back on and wonder when he's gonna remember.

Chapter 10: This is alot more different then other 2 memory lost sotries i read. Bradley didnt get his memories back instantly. He still doesn't remember. I actually started crying when Bradley was having flashbacks to his bad ejection and the only thing on his mind is you. Saying "tell her I'm sorry." "I love you so much" and your not even there to her it. To have a love so deep that he's crying on the ground but he's still thinking about you being hurt with glass on your legs. That you care for eachother. The smut was not random, but its weird to see Bradley go all dominante when he's been dealing with all of this, you know.

Return back home to you: The thing about me is I literally hate HATE going to the hard deck to meet with our friends. When I rad about BG and roo and I see that were going to the bar I literally groan and pray one of them cancel. Honeslty I was thinking I would not let my husband every be near a plance if an accident like that happened to him. But pumpkin saying she didnt want fear to stop him from doing what he loves really made me look at in in a better perspective and its really hot that he over comes something like that... I love the banter between these two "Just like?" "What do I do to get upgraded?" "Take me to bed and maybe youll find out"

Epilogue: Bradley would definetly crack some jokes about the amnesia and some are funny but others wouldnt fly for pumpkin. Remember you always, love you twice. Chef kiss, this was a nice fic to read in these two days. amazing

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Wolf Price: Photos of War, Happiness, and Women's Rights

[Foreword: I met Wolf Price through friends in Silicon Valley. His story is a Shantaram of its own. We come from completely different backgrounds, myself from the world of technology startups and he from documentary film making and travel. We hit it off and became friends and slowly I began to learn more about his passions, goals, and desire to build something sustainable for the women of Nepal.  In short form..... He traveled the world, settled in Nepal for a 24 month stint, saw a problem with women’s rights and education, and used his skills to try to to solve it. He’s one of the ten most interesting people I’ve met thus far in my short life. I asked him to collect photos with short captions to describe his journey. Wolf spends his days in between California and Nepal focused on bringing Nepali women access to education. Enjoy. ]

By Wolf Price

The Start of my World  Travels. Morocco and Europe.

I had gone to Europe for 6 weeks when I was 17, the summer after my junior year, all with my own money. After getting back to the USA, I graduated high school a semester early and returned to Europe for 3 months. Moroccan street merchants in Spain urged me to take the short ferry to Africa. Suddenly, my mind was blown. Sitting on rooftops in Fes experiencing the developing world for the first time was unforgettable. I was hooked on anything that was worlds away from my world in Palo Alto. Before Morocco, Europé had been crazy, but now my craving for  unfettered adventure really exploded. I met an american traveler, the only traveler I had met younger than me.  She had recently come from Asia and looked at me with something magical in her eyes and said ”You must go to Nepal.” After getting back to the States and being completely free for the first time in my life, I booked a 8 month round trip ticket to Asia, in the name of education and photography.

  Cambodian Excursion

Before Nepal I spent about 2 months in Thailand and Cambodia. Above is a picture of a Coke sponsored warning about landmines. Cambodia was a great place but I learned some heavy lessons about suffering considering most people had lost at least one immediate family member due to a recent genocide I had never heard of, which was more a relevant symptom of a lack luster US History education than my own passions for discovering these facts.

  When I made it to Nepal, I really had the time of my life. I was teaching a hybrid of English, Art, Science, and Math. They threw me in front of a class and the children copied everything I wrote and repeat everything I said. 

  After Nepal, I headed for India and got to see some amazing inventions like this backyard sugar refinery.

    Bangladeshi Detour

The 8 month trip only got more amazing. I had just turned 19 in India when I headed to Bangladesh to do volunteer work documenting  a non profit in Rural Bangladesh for a month. The boys in white are laborers standing at the entrance of a school they can’t attend. All the other kids are trying to get to class.

  Glen Cheriton, my oldest creative partner was my partner on the project in Bangladesh. We attended a womens' Rally on International Womens' day (march 8th) and we both gave a speech after I took this picture.

  Bangladesh was a good time. Living the country, moving around on these cool flatbed bikes. I woke up at sunrise everyday and did yoga. We hated the food so we ate french toast for most meals which was an option for some reason. After a month we headed south for a tour, and things got a bit more tense.

  Witnessing a brutal beating As we left a small island at the southernmost tip of bangladesh a small boy started to get publicly beaten with a stick. The police (see far left) demanded I stop taking photos but my thought was ”fuck you –you’re on camera.”  Honestly, I thought they would stop beating him if I took pictures, but they didn't stop. Our boat pulled away form the dock while they were still beating him.

Biking from Palo Alto to Mexico

After such a legendary coming of age journey in Asia I really had to raise the bar, so I biked from Palo Alto to Mexico and continued by bus and boat overland to just beyond the equator although my goal was to reach cape horn during the 6 months I had designated.

    My friendly Neighbors while living in a house directly on the beach in a village in Panama as an apprentice building an earth bag Eco-dome.

  Getting attacked by a Glue Addict 

It took 7 days at sea but I made it to Colombia by boat from Panama and it was pretty satisfying. Colombia was great except for when I got punched in the face by a glue addict in the street, he got tackled by cops and I slipped away. I had to do it quickly, since I could have gotten deported for not having my passport.

I <3 Ecuador

This pic from an off the map location in Ecuador is still one of my favorite photos.

  Escaping a Danger Zone in Georgia

I was heavily addicted to adventure by this time and had the crazy notion to go to Georgia, but 2 weeks before I went, war broke out with Russia. I stubbornly went anyway. In all fairness I did end up needing to be rescued by a stranger from the street when I was stranded due to closed roads and shell shocked attitudes. I was taken to a small village and treated like a hero because of USA helping Georgia obtain NATO membership. To escape Georgia, I disguised myself as a journalist in a car and was able to get past 2 military road blocks because of a PRESS tag printed on a sheet of paper in the windshield, but the people who brought me along as a journalist also turned out to be faking it. They had just printed the PRESS pass themselves. There were Russian tanks on the road and blown up vehicles. We stopped at the bomb sites in Gori as part of our disguise – a year later I found out that several journalists had been shot during that conflict.

  The landlocked region I’d never heard of, Nagarno Karabakh

After escaping Georgia, I ended up hitch hiking around Armenia with 2 Russians I met couch surfing. They took me to a country I had never heard of: Nagarno Karabakh. The photo is from that obscure country. Our sleepover was in a cave that’s home to the worlds largest arcealogical neanderthal discovery.

  Stockholm, Bangkok, Nepal, and India

I met Ada in India and we decided to go to Mongolia together to work on a documentary. We met up a few months later and spent 8 months travelling from Stockholm overland to Bangkok and then flying to Nepal and off to India by land.

Big Mountain Trek

While in Nepal we did the famous trek around Annapurna traveling 140 miles in 3 weeks  reaching as high as 5416m( 17,769 feet). This photo is looking towards the entrance of Mustang, after crossing the pass the day before. Our entire group had altitude sickness besides me and Ada had it so bad she couldn’t see or walk and therefore could have easily died or gotten braindamage. She was laying on the ground crying in pain without hope to go any further. I explained to her stopping was not an option and she had to get up and say “Fuck yea” as a mantra. It worked and she survived.

Hacking lines in India

My favorite India Hack: instead of standing in crowded ticket lines for hours at hellish train stations just to discover the train is sold out… just board the train you want- sit on the ground like this and within an hour the ticket inspector arrives and if you just act casual, they'll rush you to a specially reserved sleeper class spot.

Short Lived Distraction

After the wild documentary journey around Asia, I was offered the chance to lead the hippie community on a 150 acre jungle reserve. To me it was an offer I couldn't refuse but I lost all my savings trying to build and furnish a house and managed to return to USA through Belize and the Yucatan. I was extremely hungry throughout this part of the trip. 

  Meeting Francis Ford Coppola

Once back to palo alto, still broke, I was taken in by an entreprenuer in Palo Alto. She fed and housed me for 6 weeks while I worked for her. She taught me how to function in a civilized manner after living off the grid. We went to a party in SF and I had  a moment with Francis Ford Coppola.  He wished me luck on my path as a filmmaker. After moving with the entrepreneur to Sonoma county I found a place to live. I worked diligently for weeks on a Kickstarter campaign with the Nepal footage from the Asia documentary journey. On December 26th my Kickstarter campaign ended and I had raised over $12,000. I went from broke to feeling relatively rich on my way to Nepal in a matter of weeks with new equipment (I had been buying D5100’s and T3is from Walmart, Best Buy and Target and returning them in perfect condition for full refunds when I had to pay rent).

  Growing my passport

I had to get pages added to my passport because the 50 pages were completely full with stamps ontop of eachother or squeezed into corners. This is my passport after getting an additional 50 pages.

  Heartbreak in Nepal

I was in Nepal for 10 weeks trying to get an update after 2 years away from Prathi, whom when I met at 18 in 2010. She expressed a passionate message regarding her desire to help humanity through medicine but that she would likely not be able to study. I finally found out that she had in fact been married and was pregnant with her 2nd child. I was in a state of shock. I decided to delay my documentary for a year to develop a fund for girls like her, as an agenda far above documentary timeline. Awareness is worthless without action. So the first 18 year old woman I met with the intelligence I had seen In Prathi, I personally sponsored $250 for her to obtain computer training for 1 year. As a trade she wrote me this essay.

  Return on Investment: Priceless

Months after putting her in the computer school I got this letter from her and more recently this facebook conversation with the account I set up for her when I was there in April 2012.

Me and the CEO of American Apparel.

On a whim.... I put the film on hold and dedicated my time to creating an endowment fund to sponsor girls like Prathi who had lost her one chance to use here historical literacy to change the world. My assistant found the phone number to the CEO of American Apparel online (he had posted it himself) and I started calling him. He answered my calls but when I asked if he had time to talk he kept telling me to call back in 30 minutes, then he would say to call the next day. After 3 days I decided we better go to LA and try to get facetime. We drove all night and when we arrived he gave us a meeting later that night.  As we sat down with him he dug into his Big Mac and argued with his assistant in favor of giving his dog chicken nuggets. As I explained the time sensitive issue for the first literate and educated girls in Nepal he become more and more engaged. he had a lot of questions which I addressed with clarity. After watching my film he had tears in his eyes and seemed to be a bit shocked. Dov mentioned that the immigration and Gay campaign was nothing compared to this issue of women's empowerment in Nepal. When he suggested free shirts for the cause I countered that actually a product partnership would be ideal due to the urgency. So he agreed to make a campaign that would give 100% of proceeds to the endowment fund.

Bringing Change

When I left Sarada's Village, my friend’s 94 year old grandmother said ”go and get lots of money.” Ive never had more focus and determination to get those girls and 1000’s of others like them into computer focused education programs. I've worked hard to fulfill the wish of the grandmother. Since getting back to the USA I have established major alliances with Robert E Levin, my executive consultant, and American Apparel which is contributing 100% of proceeds of a shirt we designed together. Speck Products donated $10k of crucial documentary equipment including a Macbook Pro Retina and a Canon 5DmIII.

Rainstorm Entertainment, the Hollywood based production company, signed on as the Executive Producer of ”Within The Four Walls," my documentary about the struggle for secondary education for the first generation of literate women in Nepal 

  -Wolf Price

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A special thanks to: Jerome Choo, Simon Lapscher, and David Warren for suggestions, critiques, and ideas on this article.