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DOWN IN DUST || Chapter 3

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PAIRINGS:  READER X SEHUN, READER X YIXING 

GENRE:  DRAMA AND ANGST  (YIXING BFF, HUSBAND SEHUN AU)

TAGLIST: @raywishii @inhalefumes

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      “Do you think a person can love two people at the same time” 

       All you could feel was this sudden burst of anger while tears were forming in your eyes and your hands clenched tight into fists. You weren’t sure of what was happening to you at all and you felt all the air out of your lungs suddenly vanishing. You just wanted it all to be a bad dream and wanted to wake up from it has soon as possible.You didn’t know if you heard that right or not and you couldn’t process what he just said. You were shocked to the core and didn’t know who he was talking about because the Sehun you knew, would never do something like this to you.

    You couldn’t move, the weight of your own body was getting too heavy to support you so you fell to the ground and you realised you were having a  panic attack and you were trying your hardest to just breathe but you couldn’t, you just couldn’t.

    Sehun tried to reach for you and you wanted it to stop, you just wanted it to stop. 

     “Move away from me,” you said with a crack in your voice.

     “Y/N let me expl-“

    “I SAID MOVE AWAY FROM ME AND DO NOT TOUCH ME,” you screamed at him and he took a step back.

    You rushed to your shared bedroom and locked it from the inside and started packing a bag all in a hurry while Sehun was banging on the door and asking you to open it. 

After what seemed like an hour, you finally had all of your necessities in the bag and your head was throbbing with everything going on. You opened the door and saw very nervous Sehun sitting on the couch bending his upper body forward, fidgeting with his fingers. You didn’t say anything to him and started walking towards the door.

   “Y/n, where are you going??” he got up and rushed behind you 

  “I asked you to not come near me, I need some time and this is for the best I think and do not follow me,” with that you left.

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     You could only think of one person to go to after whatever happened to you. So here you were here standing in front of Yixing’s door waiting for him to open it.

 “Y/n??? What happened??? What are you doing here with a suitcase? Did you fight?”

 “Yixing let me in, I’ll explain everything.”

    Yixing brewed you both some tea and you explained everything to him whatever happened within the past few hours with you and you still couldn't believe it and you started sobbing in his shirt and you were just so embarrassed for some reason. He tried to pat your back softly and comfort you by telling you that he's here with you and to let it all out.

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       You opened your eyes and took a moment to take all you were hoping that it was just a bad dream but you saw yourself in Yixing’s guest bedroom. You didn't realize when you fell asleep but your head was still throbbing. It was probably midnight and you were hungry so you got up and went to the kitchen to find something to eat. You saw Yixing sitting on the couch in his sweats with his glasses on while working on his computer. 

  He hears you and looks up saying, “I made some lasagna for dinner, there’s some in the fridge and I figured you’d be hungry.”

   You nodded and heated the leftovers from the fridge and came and sat next to him on the couch. 

   You were hungry but at the same time had no energy or appetite to actually finish it so you were just playing with whatever you had in your plate with your fork. The room was lit with a not too bright yellow light. 

   It was quiet until Yixing decided to break it, “You know that you gotta eat to be able to break his face right?”

  You chuckled and answered, “Yes but you're stronger than me so will you do it for me instead?”

  “Nah, it'll be more effective if you do it though. You are scarier.” he shrugs. You try to hit him but he manages to dodge it and you roll your eyes

  After you finish with your dinner you say, “Yixing, I have a question for you.” 

 He looks up through his glasses, “hmm? What is it?”

“Did you know about it?”

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DOWN IN DUST

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PAIRINGS:  READER X SEHUN, READER X YIXING

GENRE:  DRAMA AND ANGST  (YIXING BFF, HUSBAND SEHUN AU)

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You were tired of waking up everyday just to see how your marriage with your husband Sehun, the man you love the most is falling apart and everyday the strings getting weaker and weaker. Everyday facing the same kind of silence was exhausting. In the mornings he would just talk to you as much as necessary, this all got to a point where even the small talks were starting to turn into awkward talks for both of you. He’d come home late and by that time you’d probably fall asleep. Looked like he was trying to avoid you. And now you’re just thinking how did this happen? How did YOU let this happen?

This makes you think about how it all was initially when you both got married and how you both met each other-

5 Years Ago

It was 7 pm and you were still not fully awake from one of the best naps ever. You were laying on your bed eyes half open trying to peep out of the window and figure what time it is, winter was going on so it was pretty dark outside from the window. You guessed it was around 7 to 9 pm, thats when you hear someone entering your apartment that someone was probably your best friend Yixing, he had a spare key to your apartment. He was trying to search for you and entered the room where you were still on the bed not wanting to get up.

“Y/N!!!!!! Y/N GET UPPPPPP GET UP GET UP GET UP”

You groan in annoyance, “WHAT IS IT YIXING?!?”

“You are coming with me at a Party”

“What party Yixing?? Please let me have my peace right now.”

“There will be good food and a lot of it, plus you won’t have to make something for yourself today.” He shrugs. “Please Y/N Please just this once, I don’t wanna get bored alone with those stupid people and their dumb business talks, I’ll literally die if you don’t come with me please just this once and I promise you to treat you wherever you want on next Sunday. PLEASE”

You were trying to process all the things he just said and think through your options. “Okay fine but don’t forget about the Sunday thing okay?”

“Yeah I promise but listen you have 8 minutes to get ready we’re already very late”, “we were supposed to reach till 7:30”

“Wait what? Are you kidding me?”

“The clock is ticking f a s t !!!!”

You walk in your closet trying to find something to wear that will match the pARtY situation and pick a minimal outfit nothing too much, just an olive green ribbed, cropped shirt with long sleeve and a bit of deep neck and a black pair of jeans because well he said party. You go change in it and wear your hoop earrings and hear Yixing shouting continuously and the he finally comes in the room and pulls you out and you somehow mange to grab your heels wear it in the elevator. Yixing and you were discussing random stuff when it striked you that he mentioned that everyone would be talking about business and it wasn’t a normal party and you weren’t dressed for that kind of event and you tell him to take a U turn so you can change but he keeps on telling you it that it doesn’t matter and its fine and you look good and pretty and its decent enough

After a lot of fighting and reassurance from your best friend both of you finally reach the place where the pArTY is supposed to be —

Yixing and you were just chatting in a corner when you see a man walking towards both of you wearing a white Dress shirt  and a pair of black trouser and you suddenly start feeling very insecure about what you’re wearing and how you’ve barely managed to have anything on your face. Damn he was hot and sooooo tall, shit you realised you were now staring at him and the he stops where Yixing and you are standing. He gives you a warm smile and turns towards Yixing greeting him. You admire him while he talks to Yixing and you notice his intimidating eyes and the way his hair were parted at the side and his pretty pretty brows till then Yixing snaps you back into the present and introduces you to him, “Sehun, this is Y/N my best friend since literally high school” “Y/N this is Sehun, the new hot guy in the office I told you about”

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Down In Dust  chapter 2

PAIRINGS:  READER X SEHUN, READER X YIXING 

GENRE:  DRAMA AND ANGST  (YIXING BFF, HUSBAND SEHUN AU)

WARNINGS: 

AUTHOR’S  NOTE:  Please have mercy on me if something is off or you see mistakes because its really my first time writing anything 

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“Sehun, this is Y/N my best friend since literally high school” 

“Y/N this is Sehun, the new hot guy in the office I told you about”

Your eyes widen And Sehun starts giggling.

You three keep having small conversations about people around and the party when someone calls Yixing from behind leaving Sehun and you alone.

“SHITTTTTT WE’RE ALONE TOGETHER NOW SHITTTT”, you thought to yourself

“So, Yixing calls me ‘the new hot guy’ and talks about me in front of his beautiful best friend? I feel honored!” Sehun said bringing you back from your thoughts.

You rolled your eyes and say, “Yeah sometimes like half of the time I don’t even pay attention to him when he’s talking about his ‘office’ because I find those talks really boring as I really don’t know what goes on there and I really don’t know anyone there except you and the tall girl with bangs,,, Lisa I guess and this really chaotic intern,, Lucas? Yeah thats it I think.”

“Is that how he describes everyone?” He giggles again

“Yeah, he thinks I can picture them easily that way.”

“Yixing is a good person, I mean he’s younger than me but still a senior because Im new but I always feel like he treats me like a friend in office too. It’s just been like a month or so since I joined you know”

“Oh, but yeah I can agree to that one. He really is a very warm hearted person”

“Enough of us, Now tell me something about yourself, Y/N”

“Uhm there’s nothing much to say about me but uh- I work as a head chef at a restaurant , its not like a huge one or something but yeah I love what I do and I love literature and music a lot too”

“So what are you doing on Saturday?”, he asks you out of nowhere

“Uhm not really sure, why?”, you play dumb.

He starts stuttering, “ mhm, I— I was thinking- we we could like could get some - din-dinner? Like casually like its totally fine if you don’t wanna I mean I understand- you know like uhh… mhm.”

You cut him off whilst asking, “What time?”

“Huh?”, he furrows his brows.

“The dinner? Saturday?”

“Oh yeah that uhm I’ll pick you up at seven?”

“Sounds cool.” You then see Yixing coming back to where you both were standing

 The ride to your place with Yixing was really just about random people here and there and of the party when he finally asks you, “So what were the both of you talking about mhm?” You try to act normal and tell him about your date with him and the whole thing

“I highly knew it” he shrugs and starts laughing 

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And that was how the both of y’all met 

You remember how exactly the both of you met and fell in love and got engaged and married. You remember everything and you even remember how he just started to drift away from you by saying,”This week will be a busy one” ; every other week and the both of you endlessly fighting over the fact that he’s never got time for you .

You hear the keys jingling and the door knob turning and it was pretty obvious that Sehun was home. You peep out of your shared bedroom and look at his extremely pale face, he looked like he hasn’t slept for months. He didn’t come home last night; what is he doing at this hour? You realise you were standing on your room’s door now and staring at him while he was staring back and it it got weird and awkward after sometime and you looked away to try to find the right words to say something but you couldn’t, thats when you see tears in his eyes and it gets you. 

You haven’t seen him crying ever, never in these five years you’ve seen him in tears. You start walking towards him to pull him into a hug and he starts sobbing into your hair and you feel your heart breaking and thats when he says, “I failed you y/n, I think I failed you” and you don’t know what to say but after hearing those words you start crying too and after some time Sehun manages to open his mouth to explain it to you again and he says, “Y/N I wanna tell you something but I can’t find the courage or the right words to do so but I can’t do this whole thing anymore, I don’t know y/n I’m all over the place; I’m just failing at work and theres this awful thing that happened that shouldn’t have happened two months ago and I’m failing you too I’m just a huge failure.”

You try to comprehend and understand the words he just said and the situation. “Sehun I’m here, listening and not judging you at all, its okay if you don’t wanna tell me about it right now or never at all, I understand and you don’t need to stress yourself like this and pus yourself this hard and try this hard. Your face is so pale Sehun didn’t you sleep at all last night? Where were you? Why didn’t you come home?” You question him. 

“Do you think a person can love two people at the same time?”