#bh talk

[bellhuko]

SO WXCITED!!!!!bravoman ita bag perchance…..

[j4nn4s]

thots on sugar mv?

OMGGGGG ok no lie at first i had to rewind the vid cus i was so shocked they had hets in the vid smh ... 💀 and that alien bustin in w the gun is deadass big bird kickin down the door meme i CANT LMAOO BDMSBSMSBS but overall i like that style sm i hope they continue it w the next album or smth like awie lil claymation lil stranger things but make it bh awieeeee

[drnucleus]

Damn, you know how to keep us on our toes 😂😂😂 the highly anticipated new chapter is beautiful. Angst is certainly there but it fits so perfectly and naturally in the common picture that It made me thirsty for more. Let me tell you, your writing is really something. If you decide to write a book one day, please let me know - I'd NEED a copy of it! 😱 Thank you so very much!

Thank you so much for this message and your comment on AO3. I’m going to respond to those after I’ve started ch9. 

Full disclosure, Ben and Rey’s insecurities, and anxieties come from a real place - me at least in part. Each of them have some of my less than wonderful traits which also reflects their canon insecurities/anxieties too which is probably why I adore them so much in canon as well as FF. 

I pulled from some of my own experiences of having GAD and clinical depression to hone in on the mechanics of her panic attack. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve dissociated in the shower during an attack. Or pushed a potential SO away because of my own anxiety and fear of heartbreak. 

Thank you so much for loving the fic and the writing I’ll probably be published for will be far more formal and scientific but thank you either way!

[drnucleus]

I wish you the best of luck on your exam. I wanted to let you know that your fic has me on the edge of my seat and I cannot wait for the next update.

Thank you so much! I’m so glad you’re enjoying BH. Please feel free to come back anytime if you have questions/comments or anything! 

Studying for this exam is a struggle but I’m doing it!