#bibbi's rambles

[bibbi00]

sometimes my own loneliness can feel overwhelming.

i'm a hopeless romantic at my core and sometimes it saddens me when it *feels* like everyone around me is in a relationship and happy. i want the best for them, i truly do, it's just that i would be lying if i said I didn't feel a hint of sadness here and there.

i know my person/my time to be happy WILL come along but the wait can be so daunting sometimes. 🥲

[bibbi00]

now that I work in data admin I can tell butches that I excel in the sheets 🫦

[bibbi00]

Feeling a myriad of emotions on this LDOV...

On one hand, I wake up every day proud of my identity and truly love being a lesbian. I have so much love for my fellow lesbians, our bond, and our community.

On the other hand, I feel quite sad. I don't live in an area with a large LGBTQ+ community. I don't have a partner. My identity as a femme is an integral part of who I am but due to my feminine presentation I don't always feel visible as a lesbian.

So yeah, I'm spending this LDOV feeling both proud yet simultaneously hurting.

[bibbi00]

i can’t help it that I’m hot and have impeccable music taste

[bibbi00]

need my fellow dykes to hold me accountable.

I must have my first tattoo by the end of this year 🫡🫡

[bibbi00]

my femme identity looks like staying up late when I should be getting ready for bed just to repaint my nails...

i just didn't feel confident/love the fact they were slightly chipped (painted them like 10 days ago with a polish that is a bit more prone to chipping) and I wanted to feel better 🥹

idk how to describe it but nice nails make me feel confident as a femme.

[bibbi00]

Daily reminder not to waste your time on people who treat you like shit. 💁🏻‍♀️

[bibbi00]

no one told me how cathartic it would be to hit rocks in Minecraft for an hour straight and play sad music at a concering level.