a study in survival | when you spend all your time trying to be an unknowable maze, its easy to miss the fracture lines spreading across you (until you finally crumble) an adam parrish mix [ronan mix]
i. weight of living pt.ii // bastille
now that you are here suddenly you fear, you’ve lost control
ii. jet pack blues // fall out boy
when the city goes silent, the ringing in my ears gets violent
iii. migraine // twenty-one pilots
i'm telling you, green gardens are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me
iv. the blues // switchfoot
is this the new fear or just another fright? is this the new tear or just another desperation?
v. show me what i’m looking for // carolina liar
wait, i’m wrong, i can't do better than this, i'll pay any cost
vi. who are you, really? // mikky echo
so you're feeling tied up to a sense of control, and make decisions that you think are your own
vii. from eden // hozier
there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you
viii. control // halsey
i paced around for hours, on empty, i jumped at the slightest of sounds
ix. hopeless wanderer // mumford & sons
i wrestled long with my youth, we tried so hard to live in the truth, but do not tell me all is fine, when i lose my head, i lose my spine
x. heirloom // sleeping at last
you try your hardest to leave the past alone, this crooked posture is all you’ve ever known
xi. everybody wants to rule the world // lorde
welcome to your life, there’s no turning back
xii. gold // sir sly
i’m dreamin’ of maybach cruising, maybe talkin’ crazy but i want it
xiii. you’re gonna go far, kid // the offspring
show me how to lie, you’re getting better all the time