She wasn't sure how long she had been standing at the door, just staring at it. She had been completely unable to knock at first, too many thoughts running through her head. Even as she set the gift basket ( full of flowers and hand made treats just for Liese ) down, she still couldn't find the courage inside of her just to simply knock. She was distressed and upset still, but not because of Liese. It was because she was stupid. She was always so stupid. How could she let such a small thing get in the way of what was important?
Well, she wouldn't let that happen anymore. She would resolve this. If Liese didn't want to come to her, she would go to Liese. And with that in mind, she finally found the courage to knock on the door. The first knock was too soft, she knew Liese wouldn't have heard her. So she knocked a second time, this time it sounded more like pounding. She couldn't even get knocking right her nerves were so bad. Regardless, she sighed, picking her basket back up off the ground.
Gitta hadn't quite thought about what she would say to Liese when she saw her again. Admittedly, this was the longest they had gone without talking in quite sometime. It was hard functioning without her best friend in her life. She missed her more than she could begin to admit. She knew she couldn't leave things like they were either. She couldn't forget.
Not like she did with everything else.
So she straightened her back, prepared to face whatever consequences may come with her actions. If Liese was mad, then that was fine. She had every right to be angry with her. However, if she could forgive her... If they could start again, Gitta would be content. That's all she needed. One chance for Liese to forgive her so she could explain herself.
And the second the door finally opened...
It all came flooding out.
“ Liese! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean what I said! I thought you were second guessing how I felt about you and I got mad. I just thought you didn't believe me. Regardless of whether you do or not, I still want you in my life! Even if it's just as a friend and we never have to kiss ever again! The truth is, I can't stand to be without you. So, please, accept my apology so we can be friends again! ”
And with that, she shoved the basket in the woman's face. So much for waiting to explain herself.
@biegenalsbrechen HAPPY PRIDE MONTH LMAO











