Your silence is hurting me. Torturing and killing me. I don't know what you're thinking, I can't decode your actions. I know you, yes that's true. But do you know me, too? Because though it's hard, I am trying my best to understand you. I am trying my best to take all the negativities and turn them to positive thoughts. I am defending your actions to my self. You might think I'm crazy, paranoid and too complicated. But then again, this is me. And I am loving you with everything that I have. I want you to open up your heart to me. Tell me your thoughts and plans. I will be more than willing to be your audience. I can be your friend. A lover, drinking buddy, your bestfriend. I want to be with you in every struggles and victories in your life. I want to be a part of you. Only if you would just let me. Only if you would allow me. I know I can be that one for you.