Hello, Tumblr.
This is my first post here, and honestly, I’m not really sure how things like this are supposed to start. But I guess honesty is a good place to begin.
My username is tryingagainpages.
I decided to keep an open personal diary here, but anonymously. Just a place where I can write my thoughts as they come — without filters and without the need to look “normal.”
There will be a bit of everything here:
my thoughts, emotions, sometimes just streams of consciousness.
Sometimes there will also be notes and reviews about anime, manga, visual novels, and other things that left an impression on me.
But really, this blog is about one thing.
I’m trying to start again.
I’m trying to slowly climb out of a long and painful depression and agoraphobia that have been affecting my life a lot. I want to learn how to live again instead of just surviving day after day. Small steps, page by page, post by post.
Maybe this place will become something like a recovery journal.
Maybe just a quiet corner of the internet.
[EN: I’ll be writing my posts in English, but I’ll also post a Russian version in the comments.]
If you’re here — thank you for reading. 🌙
— tryingagainpages.
*Art belongs to the Sekai Project game*












