SAY HELLO TO B.ILL C.IPHER.
( aka how he is in my dr & stuff i associate with him. )
so bill and i have a connection --- when i was 12 years old, i discovered how to summon him and i was desperate to get rid of my abusive deadbeat dad. i found how to summon him on the internet (you know the dark web?) but i summoned him and made a deal; he would make my father disappear without a trace & in exchange...I would be his best friend forever and ever. and he fucking meant it too. so i accepted the deal, mostly because when i was 12...i was being bullied and didn't have many friends because i was friendly with one girl who was weird as fuck...and had a boy be like obsessed with me...i ain't getting into that stuff.
but bill was my best friend for 2 whole years until i was 14...he was everything to me and was the only one who understood me. but he was a very jealous being. he didn't like that i had friends or even if someone liked me...he would sabotage it. and things got bad when i was 14 and bout to get into high school...one of the boys that bullied me badly...went missing and it was identical to how my dad disappeared. this scared me immensely and i had enough of bill's possessive and jealous nature. i told him that i was cutting off the deal...and because of the trauma of the boy being missing, i blocked all memories of bill. (i would later find out that the agency did that & had been watching me since the death of my dad.)
i wouldn't hear from bill until after high school when i would work with the agency on the murder case in twin peaks, washington. (i am also 19 at this time since my birthday is in june. i kinda share a dr with @ghoulshifts but ours are completely different from each other; just that twin peaks & gravity falls exists in both) but i would do lsd with erin & my mind would become open to him once more...and he did not forget about our deal and is intent on keeping it while he does his thing in gravity falls. his goal is to bring the nightmare realm to this dimension & keep me forever and ever.
some things about bill !!
👁 his human fc is alex brightman (he actually picked this himself when I got a channeling from him.) 👁 he is 6'5" in his human form and bulky. 👁 he knows about this reality btw.
songs that i associate with bill.
👁 stalker's tango by autoheart 👁 a human's touch by TWRP 👁 bill watterson by lemon demon 👁 rule #34 by fish in a birdcage 👁 red sex by vessel 👁 the diner by billie ellish
his human & normal forms!
yes that's how he looks in my dr since it's realistic and not animated. he's not that scary imo but i know some people might think he is. but he's babygirl to me.