I just want to take this moment to show some love for this amazing girl. This strong girl who lends her strength to her family and friends, even when she’s barely hanging on. Who’ll make you smile and laugh amidst her heart being broken into thousand of pieces. A girl who will remind you every single day how much she cares and loves you, because that’s the way she is. She gives out so much love that sometimes people take her love for granted. She’s not always made of sunshines and rainbows, there are days when she’ll roar like a thunder signaling an impending storm, and that’s okay, we all have those days. She deserves to have those days, let her have it. There are times when she’ll wake up in the morning and feel so little and insignificant. She can’t see how beautiful she is, remind her. Always. Because goddamn it she’s one dazzling specimen. Over thinking is her middle name. Trust me when I say, each night is spent thinking over and over again the things you said. Making different scenarios in her mind that does nothing but to cause sadness and tears in her eyes. And believe me, she tried, she tried to stop herself from thinking and feeling like such but she’s incurable. She may look happy all the time, but don’t be easily deceived. This is an act she learns to put up since she was a little, remove her mask and you’ll see what state she really is. Lastly, this girl, she’s not just a friend, she’s more than that. She is my sister, maybe not in blood, but I can feel it in my heart. I love her with every fiber of my body and I’m so glad I met such an imperfectly beautiful young girl like her. I will love her always. And I’m here for her. Always.
Love, Jane // (s.j.)