that (hypo)manic feel when you don’t want to sleep and you just wanna stay up and talk to someone you know? but all the people who I’d have meaningful conversations with are busy/asleep/away/busy (I said that already) and the people who’d actually respond at this time are people I don’t actually care for and I don’t want to use them in that way if that makes sense but yeah I just have a lot of thoughts that I wanna get out right now I can’t sleep but there’s no one to talk to so I’ll just blog about it I guess woo hoo like I know these meds are supposed to stabilize my moods and all but it’s just frustrating working up to a dose that’s actually helpful - like I can’t tell if this hypomanic episode came on naturally or if it was triggered by the drugs who knows????
