hiiii pookie 5, 16, 17, and 21 for the ask game :>
5. do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?
overall i think of myself as more being than doing! the very state of existing is being, existing now like my ancestors once did and will die as they all have done. we all did different things but we all were at some point. idk that maybe doesnt make sense.
and not to say i dont identify w the things i do, just when thinking about my default existence i would count that more as being than doing :)
16. if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?
i could rant about this for hours . long story short, core identities would likely be the same (ie gender, sexuality, artistry), but soo so so many other things would be different (body, mental health, etc)
17. would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?
yeah, i think im more true to my self here than anywhere else, social media and irl included. all inclusive of identity things, interests, etc. the only things are. 1) i try to be Super tone sensitive here, where irl im more monotonous and bad at facial expressions. 2) im a little louder and more talkative here than irl. 3) <- although i am talkative i still hold so much of the more negative things back, i am not so positive all the time hdhdh
platonically and (for lack of more time spent thinking of a better word) spiritually absolutely! for my friends, super easy to feel love. for random people who seem like they’re good, easy to feel some sense of love. i love the plants and animals around me, and the land i walk on. i love the stuff that’s not around me!! the things I’ll probably never see and that’s fine cuz I’ll love it still! i just love the earth 🫶
romantically is not that easy. idk if it’s being aroaspec or smth else, but romantic love is slowww for me
Now if i feel like im easy to love… ❌