I'm starting to realize a lot....
That everything that i have been receiving lately i deserve. I deserve to be happy, I deserve to be loved by an amazing man. i deserve the job for next year, i deserve to have amazing friends and family, I deserve to be successful on my team. I deserve all of this and more. I never realized that I was actually worth something, until now. One person changed all of this in me. He made me realize that I'm a successful, beautiful, smart and funny woman who can achieve anything, and with his help I will. I never knew love could be like this. I never knew love could be this empowering, and i have been in love before. I thought the love i had previous to this was as perfect as things could be but i was terribly wrong. I know I'm not prefect and neither is he but our love is perfect. He gives me hope and has tought me so much in just the 4 months I have known him. Thank you for everything Shane. I love you so much.