Ohhhhh hey so. I think i have bipolar disorder. Well, i know i do, all of my friends who have bipolar disorder basically knew i had it, and looking back on it its really obvious. I would have thoughts all the time like "FUCK im the only one with the guts to kill another human being. Everybody else would get scared of pulling trigger. But i could do it. I could kill some nazi politician prick" yeah turns out im super bipolar. Yep whole time just thought i was an ambitious young individual. Nope. Bipolar. Very bipolar. But im back in my normal "I CAN DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD" mode so im gonna go fix all the shit I did. And get mood stabilizers. Definitely gonna get mood stabilizers. i hope i can still retain my "IVE ACHIEVED TRUE HAPPINESS IN A PERFECT WORLD" mindset after i get on mood stabilizers. That would be cool i think. Ok anyways now im gonna go eat food because i have straight up lost like 6 pounds in the last few days.
