#bittersweetae

[jeonggukingdom]

just wanted to let you know that even though we don't know each other, I'm here if you need someone to talk to. just dm me if you need someone, and don't forget that you're amazing and loved even if it doesn't feel like it

Thank you... I wish that were true lol

I have my family around me, I know they love me and they care and that probably makes me really lucky but sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough. I’m so fucking lonely all the damn time I just want friends, why can’t I ever have friends that give a shit about me?

On most days I can manage... sometimes it gets to me and being stuck inside my house 24/7 for three months has not helped that in the slightest.

[jeonggukingdom]

Green would really interest me! And I hope you'll feel better soon, sweetheart😊💙

Green: Pencil, typewriter, or computer?

Uuuh, I actually wrote with all of these things, lol Well, not pencil but pen but still, kind of the same, yeah?So, the thing about pencil/pen is that even if it’s cool to look at, it takes FOREVER. Like, I could write for a long time when I was younger but I still got cramps and had to stop and it took so much time to write stuff... But I like outlining more on paper than on PC so I still do that on many occasions!

I loved the typewriter too, especially when I was a kid but the thing is... if you make a mistake, you cannot correct it lol

So I’d vote for PC because it’s faster, it’s easy to correct a mistake and actually, it shows you all the mistakes you’ve made which makes my life so much easier because I make mistakes all.the.damn.time lol

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[jeonggukingdom]

bittersweetae replied to your post “bittersweetae replied to your post “I feel like I’m living in an...”

you're also really nice, and an amazing author by the way!! But yeah, it only ever happens when something really bad happens to me. Still, I hope you'll feel better soon♡

Thank you so much, sweetheart çç I’m doing better today, maybe it’s because I feel safer since I’m going to be stuck at home the entire week due to the lockdown... the chances of being exposed are very small like this and that makes me feel a bit better. I hope the outbreak starts slowing down soon, it seems like it already today but it’s too soon to tell, sadly.

[jeonggukingdom]

bittersweetae replied to your post “I feel like I’m living in an alternate reality... it all feels distant...”

I sometimes get the same feeling, like everything's just surreal :(( My pms are always open though, if you need someone!��

Yeah... I mean, I only got it when something bad was happening but this is a first. Like, I’ve been through some tough occasions one of which was the heartquake from 2016 that hit pretty close to me since I live in the centre of Italy and that was pretty traumatising... but this virus outbreak is starting to feel a bit worse ngl Also, thank you for the offer, you’re really sweet ♥