#bk writes

[quoththewarlock]

feel alive (ain't that right?)

i wanna feel alive

i wanna feel the rush in my ears as the world flies by

i wanna climb mountains

everest, fiji, my own mental health

i wanna do something that matters

i wanna keep growing.

keep moving, keep choosing, keep changing, keep chasing

i wanna fly so high i hit the stars,

my words are strapped to my feet like rockets.

i soar, i fly, i fall down,

an Icarus getting too close to the sun.

i wanna change my name,

mess around with expression

and people's impressions of social conventions.

i wanna show myself the world

and exercise my rights

i'll use my rockets to fly high into the sky

and stand up for what's right, that's the ability to choose.

i wanna make choices.

i wanna sing at the top of my lungs, from the bottom of my heart.

i wanna laugh so hard i cry,

i wanna feel my heart beating inside my own chest,

i wanna feel my blood pumping, my body moving,

i wanna know that i am alive, use my heart and touch the sky.

i wanna speak my mind, get into fights about my rights

ain't that right?

i wanna move mountains, i wanna scream into canyons

and hear my voice echo into the abyss

i wanna go out

i wanna provoke conversation, incite rebellion, encourage the right to protest,

i wanna come at this world, my words are my weapons,

with all that i am, all that i can and all that i'll be

i wanna carry out justice,

i wanna tear down the city walls

i wanna be me, i wanna be free

just let me be

[quoththewarlock]

What is the fanfic your most proud of writing /whats it about

its not a fanfic per se but last spring i wrote a dystopian short story about a crow and a (very heavily projected on) oc that i spent way too long on. it was told in vignettes, alternating between the crow's pov and the crow "falling" into one of the girl's memories as he was trying to understand what emotions were before he dies (also im so sorry i didnt see this sooner)

[quoththewarlock]

emails i cant send

words i cant say

lies i cant believe

cause ive fallen such a long way into the dark

ive found myself and even now,

you'll have my heart

roasted on a spit over an open fire

because of my concealed desires

in your eyes my future's dire, lacking all that's divinely inspired

im tired

again

[quoththewarlock]

my heart cries out as echoes burn

[quoththewarlock]

i sketch art into my collarbones

[quoththewarlock]

GH I HATE WRITING WHY DID I ADD THAT CHUNK IN THERE AT THE BAGINNING THATS REALLY GOOD IT JUST FUCKED THE REST OF EVERYTHING UP

[dntovrthnkit]

AO3

Dear Tumblr,

I’m back on AO3! I’ve started a series of Carmilla one-shots (probably) and I DO still plan to finish my two clexa works! Check me out :P