Guys...I have a baby....like seriously this isn't a dream! lol . . . Today Hendrix is 1 week old and boy what a week it's been. You never realize how tired you can be till you have a newborn. Breastfeeding is harder then you think. The affects of labor take a toll and just makes things harder. Your nervous, your discouraged you wonder if I'm doing this right. You realize that sometimes baby just need to cry and sometimes you realize you just need to cry and all of that is ok. It gets better. I feel like I've grown so much this week already and so has he. I honestly dont know who he looks like cause he changes every day. He also smells soooo good. I love to just look at him. I love to rub his cheeks and play with his feet. I just love him! Being a mama takes some getting use to but I'm happy to be on this journey. #1weekold #mamathoughts #BlackMomMixedKid #boymom #phillymom #blackmom