Friendships are a waste of time according to my mother.
My mother is very judgmental. Recently I became close to my friend Yenny. Its to the point that I've allowed her to see the true me. To gain my trust is a true mission. This girl has every right to have it. My mother has been snooping through my Facebook and she noticed the friendship and was quick to judge. I'm an extremely blunt person and I know she will read this at some point. Yenny you have changed. Before you were very dramatic, conceited, and annoying. Ive told you this before lol , Yes I have wanted to kill you in the past. Yes we've had our differences but today you are more than a sister to me. I see you as my twin. And nothing my mother says will ever doubt my friendship with you. Back to my mother ... My mother went on saying that she doesn't like Yenny. That I shouldn't trust her. My sister then jump in and said to be careful that people are cruel and you can't trust anyone. I explained how we became such close friends in such a short amount of time. It all started with asking her to perform with me. Then it continued with helping her with drum major try outs and it got more personal. She still went on judging. We were already friends but I wasn't around for a while because of several reasons that I was able to overcome. Performing with her and being around her just feels so comfortable. I finally found someone that understands me. I don't have to say anything ; she already knows. I cried the other day and I tried to explain the reasons behind my tears. I really didn't have to. All she would say is "I know" because in reality she does know. How many people can do that? That they know the feeling , the thought , or the action you're thinking of or going through ? It's an incredible friendship I've built. My mother swears that I don't need friends. That they will only hurt you, use you , influence you, betray you, and talk shit about you. Friends are no good. I don't want to be my sister. She has one real friend. And she always complains about being lonely. I have met such incredible people this year and revived old friendships .People from honor band have made such an impact in my life that I can't see life without them. Yenny is the peanut butter to my jelly. My flute instructor is just amazing , and I don't see anything wrong with that. All of them love music. I fucking love music. What the hell is wrong with my mother. What the hell is she trying to do with isolating me? She doesn't know them. She has never met them. I hate that my mother always thinks she's right. Fucking judging when she hasn't even given them a chance. Shes not this time. Its a fact.