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Almost died today

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today isnt a day unless SO gets a msg about a $1000 electric bill because slumlord art supply stores dont insulate their allentown hovels

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So this is how I’m spending the last week here... I’m slightly trying to hide my anxiety....

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Chronicles of being black and trans and wishing to die

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When you have no where else to go

What do do you do?

When you have no privacy or boundaries

What do you do?

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I haven’t heard any updates from the landlord or my partner on what the protocol is. And I have to take my cue from her... I don’t know whether to start packing things or not.

I did some cleaning and reconfigured the one room so it will be easier to dismantle if something should happen in haste.

I hate existing like this half drunk with adrenaline and cortisol raging, like always hyperaware that my partner could die at any time, which pretty much will render me living useless.

Less of a symbiotic mood more of a widow throwing oneself on the proverbial funeral pyre