July Thirty
My hope is on the horizon,
everything that she loves, I can see.
Adrift, I'm pulled slowly closer
as the waves crash down over me.
It feels just like heaven,
'till I'm dragged down to hell.
The night wished for peace,
before the toll of my bell.
I wish I could sink
through all of this black.
I'm floating on nothing
the fear in me growing back.
I could just let go, a deep descent into madness
that would gradually be warmer than this cold, empty casket.
Deeper and deeper, losing sight of the sky.
The last thing I see will be the truth of a lie.













