#blarg blogs

[pkelton]

Humanity ain’t Stupid

We just just highly irresponsible and inherently lazy.

we can be very smart ......but being smart takes effort and therefor we choose not to think about it.

[pkelton]

I love The Moon landing conspiracy

You keep learning all kind of new stuff just by reading people debating about it ! 

[pkelton]

I'm still feeling down

and I still found myself crying

my mother says I have fever ... i don't feel sick .. that way

but maybe my defenses went down with all of this

i was already sick and I think I throw up the medicine yesterday

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I dream with Kero

we where at a house  with my family ..not our house ..it didnt look anything like any place i have lived  in  (though it seem like we live there )

he run , jumping from one furniture to the next ..till he jump throw  window

i run after him but when i look through the window i couldn't find him , i couldn't fallow him

my parent then said something  about ,  him being crazy .. about he thinking he could fly

I wake up .. realizing that it was a lie .. that he wast with us anymore  and wishing this wasn't the case

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I Use carry him around  through the house ..pretending he was some sort of "super" cat  flying around

I wonder if that's why I Dream what i Dream

[pkelton]

1:08 ..I just wake up at the sound of my brother's crying

i start crying again and even end up throwing up.

soundwaver ( the feral cat shows up at the window)

i drop her some food and pet here a bit

,,

I feel horrible .. my brother wants support from me but i'm as broken as he is

kero why did this had to happened to you ?

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its not fair ... nothing is

[pkelton]

does anyone read my blarg blogs?

???

[pkelton]

i feel tired

but collage finals are almost over ... 

maybe i catch up  with some pictures i wanted to draw , some game i have i haven't test and there are films i haven't watch yet

so many possibilities 

[pkelton]

just as reminder , The "Blarg Blogs" are just for me to vent ideas .. so I can feel I say what i wanted to say

[pkelton]

you can't believe in something if you are pretending it is knowledge.

To believe is to have faith in something you don't know or understand.

Believing is not the same thing as Knowledge 

For you to Believe.. you need to have some leave of doubt.

so ... if you Really believe in God , you most also doubt the existence of God

therefore .. Agnostic  people with Faith are the True Believers