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ren was so cute with his eyes wide and face red. kai couldn’t remember ever seeing it, so it was like seeing it for the first time. he was falling in love ( all over again ). his gaze was glued to ren’s. he felt so close to ren, so close to himself, yet so far. in his mind, he was reaching for something he couldn’t grasp, and he didn’t know what it was. it was so close to him but he couldn’t make it out. ren made it feel attainable. ren made anything feel attainable. ren felt like coming home.

“ of course i want to kiss you. ” kai’s tone became more serious. he put a hand just above ren’s hip and one on ren’s cheek, bringing them even closer. he wasn’t sure where this boldness was coming from. he wasn’t really aware of what he was doing at all. he just knew he wanted to kiss ren, to be with him forever. his face started to heat up with the overwhelming emotions coming to the surface. “ i missed you, even when i didn’t know you. do you still want to kiss me, ren? ” // @blasterdarks from x

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despite it being midnight, ren had shown up at mamoru's house. he knocked on the door with one hand, holding a birthday cake in his free hand. he figured mamoru was still up. he always overworked himself. but now he was going to get him to stop working! once the door opens, he grins widely. "happy birthday, mamomamo! i baked you a cake! also i have a gift in my pocket!" with his free hand, he reached for it and gave it to him. it was an necklace with a heart-shaped ruby pendant to show his love.

mamoru went to get the door immediately, still being up with work. the sun had set a long time ago. he knew it must have been late because of how tired he felt as soon as he got up. he hoped nothing was wrong, but what other reason would someone have to come to his house so late?

oh, of course it was his boyfriend. only ren would do something like that just because he felt like it. he immediately relaxed. at least nothing was wrong. he was surprised to see ren with a cake in one of his hands. “ oh ...! ” it was his birthday already. time passed so quickly with how busy he was, he forgot the days. he took the gift from ren’s other hand so ren wouldn’t have to juggle both of the gifts. he felt his face flush when he saw what it was. a pendant bordered with little diamonds and a heart-shaped ruby centerpiece. the shape of the border was unique -- two silver loops with the bottom surrounding the heart. it was beautiful. ren always had such good taste ... but such expensive taste, too.

“ thank you so much ... i can’t possibly accept something so grand, ren. ” mamoru was taken aback, his voice small and threatening to give with emotion. he was touched by ren’s gesture, even though it should’ve been expected due to their relationship. ren always went above and beyond with his gestures to show that he cared. mamoru was so in love with him. “ ... but, ah, come inside. it’s too late for you to stand outside like this. you can stay in my room and i can show you my thanks properly. ” mamoru grinned and gave a wink, his heart filled with love and affection for his incredible boyfriend.

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"kai, to celebrate our reunion, i'm going to cook you a special meal!! i know how much you love curry, so i'm making that!" he had all the ingredients laid out. "i know how to cook really well, so you can leave it to me!" he grinned before putting uncut vegetables into a pot that had no water in it. "it's gonna be great! i could be a pro chef, i bet!" he grinned widely, "i hope you're ready for an amazing meal~the best you've ever had in your life!"

“ you do? ” ren knew a lot about kai. it made kai stick to him like a security blanket. he felt safe around him. kai was fine with leaving it to ren, if he was this excited to cook. kai didn’t cook very often, aside from helping his parents out. he was an okay cook, he thought, not anything amazing. but when kai watched what ren did next, he suddenly thought that maybe he was an amazing cook after all.

“ r - ren-san --! ” kai gasped. he forced himself to take another breath and calm down so he wouldn’t hurt ren’s feelings. “ um ... ren-san ... that’s not how you make curry ... or, or anything, really ... ”

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ren had heard about kai from suiko, emi, and shuka, but he wanted to see him for himself. he watched kai from afar for a few moments, surprised at how different he was. there was more of a softness to him... and he was a little timid. it reminded him of the kai he knew when they were kids. he approached kai, a smile on his face. "kaiiii~do you remember me? huh? huh? could you forget this face?" he knew kai probably didn't, but it was worth a shot. "take a long, hard look at me, kai!~"

kai couldn’t stop the shiver down his spine when a strange person approached him. he had on a costume like a cosplayer, and the tone he used was intimidating despite how giddy it was. he didn’t know if it was because of how strange this person was, or because of the weird feelings he’d been having because of his other memories.

do you remember me? kai flinched at his words. and he wouldn’t stop talking, even after that. it felt like harassment. take a long, hard look at me. his eyes flickered from his face and to the ground. he couldn’t hold his gaze. his words made his head hurt. he took a step back. his heart was starting to pound. this person ... was probably a part of his other life. but he didn’t give him a good feeling, and he felt like he was being pressured to remember him. could he even trust this person? “ um ... i don’t. ” he’d only had anxiety attacks a few times in his life, and his parents had helped him through them -- he could feel one coming on now, and he had to get away from this person. his throat felt tight. “ i ... i have to get going ... ” but his feet were planted to the ground, his legs felt like lead.

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“kai~” ren walked up to kai from behind, holding two boxes behind his back. “close your eyes and turn around! i have a surprise for you!” and this time, it wasn’t a bad surprise. most of the time his “surprises” were not good ones, but he had too much fun with that sort of thing. this time was different though. after kai turned around, he placed both presents in his hands. one contained a locket with a picture of himself, kai, and tetsu inside, while the other was a red t-shirt that only had the word “the” on it. “i think you’ll like them! oh and one more thing!” he kissed kai’s cheek and smiled warmly, “happy birthday, kai. i love you and i’m glad you were born.”

ren was full of surprises lately. all kai could do was oblige him, because it wasn’t as if he had done anything extremely awful yet. kai turned around when a few moments had passed, and was surprised when two items were placed in his hands. he was especially surprised at the locket, which looked too expensive and pristine. he opened it and gasped softly when he saw what was inside. foo fighter when they were children. he knew ren treasured those days as much as kai did, and even though they were torn apart in an awful way, they were finally at the point that they could both look back fondly. he brought the locket close to his chest as he looked at the item in his other hand. a red shirt with the word ‘ the ’. it was probably a joke, but it was a gift from ren and that word in reference to vanguard was his connection to ibuki and miwa, so he couldn’t help becoming sentimental about that, too.

“ what’s all this-- ” he whispered, voice threatening to break, before ren kissed his cheek. before he knew it, hot tears were streaming down his cheeks, clearing away the kiss that ren had left there. kai tried to blink them away, but the tears came too fast for him to stop. “ ah ... it’s my birthday. ” kai hadn’t realized.

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