My body has finally given up on me after all the business.
I have done it to myself, I just never, ever learn.
It's been worth it though.
Looks like New Year is curling up on the couch with Jools Holland and my Dad, I'm okay with that. New Year is overrated. I always get a bit emotional and sentimental and all in all pretty down at New Years time.
2013 has been rubbish. It started off well, got rubbish, got good again, and then got rubbish. I won't go into everything, but my health taking a turn for the worse half way through and refusing to improve was definitely one of the major low points. This year marked the 8 year anniversary of my pain starting, and I don't exactly relish the thought of having to face another year of it, but here I am.
I have, however, aquired some brilliant new friends. Amber, Shayna and Emily, I'm looking at you :D You guys have all been wonderful and have helped/are helping me through some really rough times, and I really appreciate it. You guys are wonderful and I love you to pieces.
Towards the end of this year, I started rollplaying games (like D&D bbut not D&D) and made another group of friends who are all wonderful people, my friend Jenny introduced me to them. They're all fantastic guys (and gals!), I fit right in with them, and it's been a great distraction for me, and it's nice to have something to look forward to again.
Oh and one of my best friends got married, and I had the honour of being one of her bridesmaids.
I learned to knit.
Other than that though, it's been a truly awful year, and I really hope for better things in 2014. I just want at least one of my "wishes" (lame, I know) to come true.... But, only time will tell...
I'm not going to make any resoloutions this year.... Because they never get kept. Usually I make the resoloution to try and stay out of hospital in the coming year, but I know that isn't going to happen... The one thing I am going to try and do though is to cut down on my sugar intake, with my Dad having Diabetes, it's something I need to be careful of, and I need to look after my teefies too.