A few days without Kyo? it was hard to do. She had spent some time in heaven with her moms, and she loved them. But when she was in her room there, and alone, she was sad. She missed her best friend. It was hard to be without them.
As she sat there, she started to think about things. They were things that really hadn't come to mind before. Maybe it was their kiss on Kyo's birthday? Who knew? She thought about how close they already were, and how they acted toward one another through their lives.They never let anything separate them, and things like holding hands, sleeping next to one another, cuddling, and closeness, were all things that they had always done. She had never looked at it in a different light like this. She had never thought about how it made her feel. It felt... right... It felt like that was where she belonged.
She kept thinking, and then, things changed. She thought about what might happen down the road. Things would be different. She wouldn't be able to be with Kyo like this anymore, would she? Kyo would meet someone... and...
She shook her head back and forth, trying to get those thoughts out. Was this how things would go? It hurt to imagine Kyo not being next to her at night, or holding her hand when they were walking around. She shouldn't be thinking like this, should she? It was selfish of her to want to keep Kyo. Her best friend was a person too, and deserved to be happy. Maybe it was better for her to stop being so close to Kyo. Maybe then Kyo would feel like they could be free to choose whatever they wanted. She couldn't be this way forever.
For now though... She needed to at least hear Kyo's voice. She picked up her cell phone, and called Kyo. "Kyo-chan?" She asked once it was picked up. She didn't realize it yet, but a few tears were streaming from her eyes.
"I just wanted to talk for a minute." I miss you... don't go...
