May 18
The mood as of late
#al makes art#bleeeeeeeeeeh#i keep having dreams about having to go back to illinois#even though I've like established myself here in california for thw most part#and its like never my choice to go back#often told i have to no matter how much i say no#like the latest one was about going on a little vacation with kris and somehow my family was there#and once it was over they were pretty much assuming I'd join them on a plane ride back to illinois w em#even though i like knew I'd have to make it back sooner or later and fuckin tickets are expensive and bleeeeeeehhhhhhhhh#it's been one of theose days where i dont wanna talk and keep staring off at shit without blinking#and keep just poking around plural stuff curiously#my brain no feel good#feels like a blank slate slughtly dusted with tv static#w/e the fuck that means
