#blhr

[schwarzgeier]

Hhhnngh Storch tall... strong...

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Bad bitches Bad bitches

@hummingjay s drawing of the girls got me brainroting so I drew them both as well

Plus a bonus short thingy below cut

[schwarzgeier]

Welcome to the Signalis OC slop post

My goober Blau and my friends Storch goober , Sybil

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My fav whore Blau sketches

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Local Signalis Artist makes an OC. Based on the Blue Jay bird

They're a sassy scientist , i have more about em but its way too much annoying yap fhfhf

[schwarzgeier]

pleaaaaaaaaase never stop being self-indulgent. I’d kill for Blau. I’d die for her. I’d forgo my daily chocolate milk for her. The world is what we make of it and I want it made of ocs and joy.

Stay frosty and keep drawing die girls!

Do not die for Blau i repeat do not die for Blau because they will take your spine and do unethical things to it hdhfhf

But seriously thank you so much for the kind words , never thought someone would be even remotely interested in them. Ocs are lovely thing that should be appriciated more , including yours for example , I lov Kazuar . (Hopefuly ill draw more soon cause I am unavaliable rn but here have some older doodles of Blau and Sybil in the mean time, that i would never post under normal circumstances)

[schwarzgeier]

Haiiii, I can't remember if I already asked this but can you tell me about blauhaher? She seems super cool, and not just because I have a thing for jays. From what I can gether she's a scientist (cool) and has a thing for storches (respect).

👁 Ohhohoho i have been waiting for this one. (Long post ahead)

First of all thank you so much for asking I never really planned to fully talk about my replika or my friends Storch but yall have been amazing. (I really should make a blog for reblogging stuff because I do not wanna make mess of this one)

Tdlr for those who don't want insane long rant :

Blauhäher , BLHR - Blue Jay replika units are rare , high-value, unstable research replikas designated to usually scientist positions across the Nation. They can be used as doctors or theoretical engineers in a pinch when needed since they have lot of knowledge of both. Biomechanical engineer is their strongest field and they are deployed to either boost weapon research or more often Bioresonant research.

They have calmish demeanor and are very collected replikas , but with sarcastic remarks and a slight superiority complex that they will show by being passive agressive if you challenge them . They're based on one of the smartest gestalt scientist in the Nation and they know it well. This ego does limit them to being loners .

Files under the cut

Overview

Known Issues

The stuff that is unsaid in the official files is of course that their original Gestalt didn't become the Neural pattern volunterily . Theres a whole backstory i have thought out for them and 2 other gestalts that later became neuro-p. bases , but long story short Blaus gestalt was suffering under the Nation and in their final moments used a gun on themself. The Nation managed to recover the body and since they were such high value person , they tried to make them a pattern host. It worked , sort of. The replika is just very very unstable and has defects often.

Defects such as the mentioned greying of hair , stuff like hallucinations can happen and painful flashbacks of their gestalt memories. All Blauhäher units feel a weird pull to Heimat , like there are unfinished things they must do there.

They're essentialy very high -risk high reward kind of replika ? Sort of? They're 7th gen so they are very very recent, newer than Falke. They dance the line of inovation and insubordination like a goddam acrobat and Nation is still figuring out how to handle them properly. Keeping them busy often, giving them new unatural topics of research helps. Hierarchy wise they are weirdly often right below Kolibris? Nation gave them high enough clearence above most protektors so that they can be left to their own doings and not disturbed by Storches or Stars but inspected enough to be controled and regulated.

Appereance wise theyre about 6'0 tall, cyan accents and surgical white forearms to see any spilled substances. Also a little upgrade they got for being 7th gen is having sensory tissue on the insides of their hands , covering their palms and fingers ,that allows them to detect more indepth senses like temperature , texture , different toxins and other stuff.

Sidenote I have been refering to Blau with They/Them pronouns because they are Nonbinary in my head, but realisticly they do not care in the sligthest lmao , they are just freaks wanting to study weird shit and stick their fingers in whatever fleshy substance they can. Any pronouns work.

Uhhh i can't add more images i just realised so i'll make another post for that.

But yeah Blau is my tallish goober who likes to lick spines , back handendly insult people and chew on their partner Storch who in return tears them apart. I might make separate post about them in the future because there is. A lot of brainrot in my head about these 2, a whole ass plot.

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I turned my boyfriend down for PIV for the first time yesterday and I feel disproportionately awful. I have never done this before because a) I like sex and am usually totally up for it, and b) we've been together less than a year so... less times that I haven't been up for it, I guess? I gave him a blowjob because I wanted to give him a blowjob, and that was kind of that. He was perfectly fine about it, and did not act any different toward me than he normally does. (1/2)

(2/2) I don’t know why I feel like I mus have ruined everything and he must be resentful of me and blah blah. He has given me no reason (voiced or not) to think so. We don’t live together and are both busy people so we only see each other once or twice a week, so we only have so many opportunities…

It’s gonna be okay.  But I can understand why you feel like it isn’t right now.

One of the awful lessons you absorb from society is that PIV is the gold standard for sex and everything else is either a fetish or a consolation prize.  (You hear it more by jokes and implication than spelled out, but that’s worse, because jokes carry the insidious power of saying “not only is this true, it’s so true that everyone cool already knows it.”)  You can know that’s not true–because it’s not–and still have trouble feeling it.

I don’t have any prescription but giving it time and thought; once you’ve gotten through this experience of “I said no and the world did not end,” the next one will be easier.

That and... what if he was disappointed?  You’d still get to have your own feelings and make your own decisions about your body.  Your “no” isn’t only okay because he was alright with it.  It’s okay because you said so.  If this was a relationship that could be totally ruined by you speaking up for yourself, you’d be better off without it anyway.

It sure doesn’t sound like this is the case, though.  It sounds like the sense of resentment you’re picking up is coming not from him but from a more general idea “you can’t really satisfy a man without PIV,” and please let me reassure you that idea is a steaming pile of horseshit.