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Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly, and send it to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable). SPREAD POSITIVITY!

u can’t just put me on the spot like this man lmao

EDIT: under a read more bc this is a mess i’m so sorry

1. i honestly don’t know.

2. like, if i liked one thing about myself, there’s also ANOTHER thing that’s the complete opposite but still closely related to the thing i ‘liked’ so it kinda cancels it out somehow??? get what i mean???

3. for example!!! i could say i liked my sense of humor. i like making people laugh. but there are also times where my sense of humor has gotten me in trouble with someone who didn’t appreciate it, and then i’d feel really terrible about it. like one time somebody got really offended at this joke i made. everybody laughed except for that one person, who then angrily stormed off (it was a #hugot joke; specifically about  ~*moving on*~, and they got REALLY offended) and it made me feel like shit because i made THEM feel like shit. so yeah, i like my sense of humor but i can be such an insensitive piece of shit sometimes that i wonder if i truly am funny or just an oblivious jerk with no filter idk man idk

4. another example!!! i have a ~*rich imagination*~ (so i’ve been told) but i never really put it to use??? like, i obsess about every single detail and then burn myself out before finishing whatever i set out to do so all i’m left with are half-baked ideas and unfinished projects and it’s just so frUSTRATING UGH. i know i can do it if i really, really push myself to do it but nah. i’ve had so many comic ideas that i’ve told people about and some people actually looked forward to reading them but they never really materialized. whenever i tried to write and draw everything just ended up looking so wrong to me even if they kinda looked alright and just gahHHHHH END ME

5. i like to give in-depth answers to these things but fuCK ME I DIDN’T EXACTLY FOLLOW THE DAMN DIRECTIONS, NOW DID I?

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art ask: 1, 5, 8 , 10,16,24

HEHE THANKS!!

1. Do you prefer traditional drawing, or digital?

Traditional. I love coloring on both trad and digi (I still kinda suck at digi tho but it’s fun.)

5. What’s your favorite thing to draw?

Muscular not-so-pretty boys in skirts (yes it’s tru); 1920′s gangsters (luv the look. maaaan #WhatALook)

8. Do you draw professionally, or just for fun?

Both!

10. Are you confident about your art? 

Some days I am, some days I’m not. I’m constantly trying to improve so I try to draw different things but sometimes they don’t really work out and I get frustrated with myself and my confidence takes a dive.

16. Do you draw more today than you did in the past, or do you draw less?

I draw more but I finish less. Sometimes I feel like my drawing’s not gonna turn out the way I want it to and I quit out of frustration. It’s a bad habit, I know. I’m working on changing this.

24. Do you feel jealous when you see other people’s art, or inspired? (Be honest!)

It’s a mixture of both. Like “holy crap, their art is so fucking pretty. I’m gonna work hard bc I want mine to look like that!” followed by “fuck mE, WHY CAN’T MY SHIT LOOK LIKE THAT WHY ARE THEY SO GOOD?” I also feel really threatened when I find out the artist is younger than me. And then I get frustrated for feeling like that. And then I get depressed.

TMI? TMI.

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☀YOU ARE A RAY OF SUNSHINE! SEND THIS TO 8 PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT AND MAKE SURE YOU DONT BREAK THE CHAIN ❤

i live with a bunch of people who’d disagree with this statement with great ardour but thank you

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PURPLE, CINNAMON, MAUVE, BLUSH =D

PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.

CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.

MAUVE = You are really talented

BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.

Awww thank you so much hun, Im glad you like my blog its trash really 

Color My Inbox!!

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bloodredruby said: ano ung asmr and true that aircon helps me sleep too ahahah. nice answer sa pocketwatch *thumbs up*

(dear freiakgin god i can’t believe ur asking me abt asmr. medyo long answer so it’s under a read more.)

holy jesus how do i explain this shit. i can’t. i don’t understand it myself but it works??? for me at least???? finebros made a youtubers react to asmr video so maybe you can watch that instead hahaha. they’re supposed to be relaxing videos of people doing stuff that would “trigger the tingling sensation”, as they say. idk you either feel it or you don’t.

it’s so weird. i remember how i stumbled upon it tho hahaha. SO STORY TIME! I was doing my vector midterms back then and I was so stressed out because I was trying to balance doing the midterm project and studying for my C++ quiz (I was half-crying at this point, ngl.) And it was so stressful and so intense and I was so tired. In a vain attempt to calm down I went on youtube to search for relaxing sounds. Yaknow? Like the “study background music” kind. And one of the things that came up was an asmr video (but i didn’t know wtf it was at the time) and I was like “What the fuck?? Are they serious? Tapping fingers on a table??? WHAT IS THIS” So I clicked on it out of spite, ready to hate it because I was a hateful, stressed-out little shit.

About like 3 minutes in I knocked the fuck out in front of my laptop. It was so weird. My dad woke me up and sent me to bed. IT WAS SO GOOD HOLY FUCKING SHIT MY BRAIN MELTED. I woke up again at 3 am, sort of panicking bc how do i get this SHIT DONE. But I was also thinking clearly now that I had a couple of hours of sleep.

So I try it again the next day and it worked again! Holy guacamole what is this, I thought. And now whenever I have trouble falling asleep I just open a tapping (or crinkle, bc that is some good shit right there) video and close my eyes. (Gives me really weird dreams sometimes tho hahahaha there are tapping noises everywhere)

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Rainstorms, Bones, Soup , Klosh , pocket watch and felines :D dami ba masyado??

not at all! :)

Rainstorms: What helps you fall asleep?

A I R C O N

Also this is gonna sound weird but ASMR (pls don’t judge me) videos of the fast (but not too fast!) tapping kind. fuckin tingles everywhere brah. melts my brain every time.

Bones: Name one strength and one weakness. 

Strength: my humor????? dear god i have no idea

Weakness: Kimura Tatsunari’s face

Soup: Comfort food?

ICE CREAM!!

Klosh: If you could go back to any three era’s what would they be?

I’ll stay here, thank you.

Pocketwatch: If you could be immortal or have an extremely long life span what would you pick and why? 

Tricky!! Being immortal would be pretty cool but what would happen if the world ends? You’ll be the only one left (because everybody else will die eventually. And if there were other immortal people I think I’d get really bored of seeing their faces all the time.) and that’s really, really sad! So I’ll go with extremely long life span. Maybe just until hoverboards that actually fucking hover are created and sold to the masses. Or jetpacks that can run for months without refueling. Because I want to fly.

I hope having an extremely long life span comes with physical fitness and dexterity tho bc I will not accept being an old fart who waited for years to get actual hoverboards only to have doctors forbid me to ride them because I might suffer a fall and break my damn hip. Bitch, I will hop on that shit.

Felines: Something that makes you feel better after a hard day?

Talking to friends on twitter

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bloodredruby said: *smirks* for that iwa bit ;)

*wink wonk* ayyYYyYyYyYYYyyyyyyy *finger guns*

bloodredruby said: me too i hate anime boobs physics. boobs dont work that way =_= but already immune to it to all fanservice. most of the time fan service is forced on the authors (well in the bakuman anime naexplain ung part na un kung alam mo ung anime na un ahaha pero try mo maganda ung bakuman)

I CAN’T. I HATE IT. I WILL NEVER BE IMMUNED TO IT BC I NOTICE IT EVERY TIME AND IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE

ALSO P/A/NT//Y SHOTS??? FUCK YOU!!!!!! ufcking nasty

I also kind of dislike Free bc of all the fem fanservice??? It’s kinda okay but....????????//?//?? can u pls not

I also avoid any and all anime (and movies and tv shows) that puts its female characters in very scanty clothing. :\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\