#blooeyedtroll

[blooeyedtroll]

Sorry I haven't shared any art in a while...I've been going through a really bad funk where l've been having real bad self-doubt in terms of my own artwork.

For the first time in a long time, l've felt that my artwork has no value and that nobody really cares about or enjoys my artwork, other than myself.

I know for the most part that is not true. And that a lot of it may have to do with "burn-out," my bad history of mental health, and feeling a twinge of artist block...

But I can't help from feeling that way, and it stinks.

[bloo-is-batty]

Looking back now, it is so crazy that Haruhi Fujioka wasn't my "heads up" that I might be nonbinary when I was younger. Lolz.

Cuz looking back on it now, it is so damn obvious. Thanks for being here, Haru. Lol.♥️

[genrefluid]

Art trade for @blooeyedtroll​

[allysartstuff]

It’s @blooeyedtroll’s bithday today! I made a quick doodle to celebrate! ~💙

Bloo (c) @blooeyedtroll

[spaloonbabooguuscooties]

*Psst*

I ordered 2 shirts from your redbubble and I cannot wait for them to come in :3

FINALLY.......MY ART WILL BE ON SOMEONES BODY

PHYSCIALLY

i thinjkk youre the first person to buy an actual shirt so HELL YEAH!!!! I HOPE THEY LOOK GOOD

[blooeyedtroll]

Hey, Bloo. Hope everything is alright with you so far~💚🫂💙Just dropped by to wish you a very Happy Birthday and hope you have a great day!🫶🏻Much love and best wishes~💝 xoxo.

Hello!

Thank you so much for the birthday wishes!!!

Yes, things are going fairly well for me while I'm on this little break. It's exactly what I've been needing. Been resting, taking care of my home, playing video games, spending more time with family, cooking new recipes, and I just went on a fun little solo trip to catch a great goth-rock show! I've even managed to slowly start drawing again. Just little self-indulgent things for myself that I'll eventually share when I'm ready. On Sunday I go on a week long trip to Colorado to spend time with my oldest, bestest buddy. So it'll be my first time flying and the furthest I've traveled (I live in VT). I'm so excited. I think it's definitely something that'll help fuel some artist inspiration and "charge" my emotional batteries. Lol.

[blooeyedtroll]

I adore your art and if you need a break, totally understandable. You deserve a break :)

Aw. Tysm for the support.

And yeah....

maybe it wouldn't hurt to take a bit of a break from making art. Just enough to decompress and hopefully revive my inspiration to create things again.

The hardest part will be the mental hurtle of reminding myself that it's okay to take a break and that not making art doesn't devalue my worth as a person and as an artist.

[blooeyedtroll]

Thank you so much!!!! 🥳🎂🩵🩵🩵