#bloominqperiod

[beserkerjewel]

bloominqperiod replied to your post “There are more and more people my age, people I went to high school...”

I feel the same way. I even have younger cousins who are married with kids. Somehow i chose this for me, but it's hard to deal with when society tells you, you should be married by now. Aahh. I understand how you feel, you are not alone.

Thanks :) Yeah, it’s hard and I feel like it really shouldn’t be? But societal conditioning is fun, isn’t it? :) (it’s totally not)

[infnthoya]

got tagged by my lovely @bloominqperiod​ <3

92 Truths Rules: Tag 20 people

THE LAST… 1.Drink: water 2.Phone call: with a women who has an apartment for rent in the city where my younger brother goes to university becuz we're looking for a place for him to stay 3.Text message: its been years 4.Song you listened to: Wake me up - BAP 5.Time you cried: few days ago. its routine now

HAVE YOU EVER… (- means n/a) 6.Dated someone twice: - 7.Been cheated on: - 8.Kissed someone and regretted it: - 9.Lost someone special: no 10.Been depressed: Yes 11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: -

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: dark blue, fuchsia, green

(there seems to be sth missing here) 15.Made new friends: no 16.Fallen out of love: - 17.Laughed until you cried:  its been a long time 18.Found out someone was talking about you: i dont need to find out to be sure that they are 19.Met someone who changed you: i believe every person you meet changes you one way or another. some have bigger effects than others but eventually, they do have effect on you 20.Found out who your true friends are: yes (no one) 21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: -

GENERAL… 22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 5-6 idk i got like 10 friends 23.Do you have any pets: no 24.Do you want to change your name: too old for that 25.What did you do for your last birthday: nothing 26.What time did you wake up: around 2pm 27.What were you doing at midnight last night: trying to sleep 28.Name something you cannot wait for: find a god damn job! 29.When was the last time you saw your mother: she is next to me now 30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: every damn thing 31.What are you listening to right now: nothing 32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no 33.Something that is getting on your nerves: my younger brother (other than the one i mentioned above) 34.Most visited website: twitter, ig 35.Elementary: yes (idk the question but yeah...) 36. High School: yes 37.College/university: yes 38.Hair color: dark brown 39.Long or short hair: (question?? like... what i have or what i prefer?) anyways, long for both 40.Do you have a crush on someone: no 41.What do you like about yourself: nothing 42.Piercings: 4 43.Blood type: a+ 44.Nickname: none 45.Relationship status: 5ever single 46.Zodiac sign: cap 47.Pronouns: she/her 48.Favorite tv show: none 49.Tattoos: no 50.Right or left hand: right 51.Surgery: none 52.Piercings: ? 54.Sport: (which ones do i do or wanna do or did i do or like watching or or or...?) football 55.Vacation: seriously these dont make sense lol 57.Eating: what? 58.Drinking: ? 59.I’m about to: go to bed 60.Listening to: nothing, i said, above 61.Waiting for: lmao seriously 62.Want: A FUCKIN WELL PAYING JOB! 63.Get married: i dont want to but my mom wants me to so i hope it happens soon becuz im sick and tired of this fuckin issue! its like if i get married, the wars will stop, they will stop slaughtering Muslims, everyone with cancer will find health and my fave groups will have concerts in my city! 64.Career: its a black hole now

WHICH IS BETTER… 65.Hugs or kisses: none. i hate skinship! 66.Lips or eyes: eyes 67.Shorter or taller: taller, im short  68.Older or younger: both has a limit 70.Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms 71.Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72.Hook up or relationship: relationship 73.Troublemaker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: - 75.Drank hard liquor?: - 76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: yes. becuz i used to sleep wearing my contacts and in the morning, they were gone 77.Turned someone down?: never been asked to 78.Sex on first date?: -. 79.Broken someone’s heart?: - 80.Had your heart broken?: - 81.Been arrested?: no 82.Cried when someone died?: yes but they didnt worth it, i didnt know it then 83.Fallen for a friend?: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84.Yourself?: no 85.Miracles?: yes for others, no for myself 86.Love at first sight?: wtf is love anyways 87.Santa Claus?: really? 88.Kiss on the first date?: - 89.Angels?: yes

OTHER… 90.Current best friend’s name: Mattie! (”current” sounds weird so...) 91.Eye color: brown 92.Favorite movie: Love, Lies - Drive

[xeraeus]

Rainbow, pastel and pink ♡

RAINBOW:  songs that describe your present

Tongues (ft. Kopps) (RAC Mix) - Joywave

Time For a Change - Elephanz

PASTEL:  songs that describe your past/childhood

The GazettE - DIM 16 - OGRE

Nujabes - Counting Stars

PINK:  songs that describe your love life

Beaming by Relient K

Rhapsody In Blue: Gershwin

[infnthoya]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND\(^O^)/💖🎂🎉🎁 I hope you had a blessed day! Thank you for being a good friend, I wish and pray your dreams come true and you find peace 💖 I love you, stay strong, things will get better. I'm always here if you need it ♡

MY VERY PRECIOUS FRIEND @bloominqperiod ~~(*3*)~~ thank you so much! you’re always in my prayers too 💜💜💜 i know you are and i know i can always count on you *hugs you tight*

[infnthoya]

Are you going to take a time or start looking for a job right away? I hope you can rest a bit. I cant believe they fired you, ugh, their lost.

I cant believe it either. the other ones who got fired stopped concerning about themselves and started to defend me and that other friend who was also working so hard saying thing like “these two should be the only ones you should be keeping even if you fired everyone else” :/ well… people are bitch…

[infnthoya]

Fatma, I'm so sorry about what happened. Are they insane? Why did they fire so many people? Are you OK?

@bloominqperiod thanks baby *hugs* im okay. idk maybe this is better. im just mad becuz they didnt give us a reason. but i was already fed up with this job so the glass is half full :)

[persephinae]

bloominqperiod replied to your post: ugh……. “Rika Did Nothing Wrong” posts are popping...

i LOVE v but this is true.

ikr?  like he’s a nice person, and a complex character, but he made some bad choices.  

[infnthoya]

YOU GOT A PIERCING? WHAT? you are so brave omg

@bloominqperiod YESSSSS youcanseeithere

hahah thank youuu!!! tbh i NEVER had thought about  getting such piercings but WONHO IS TO BLAME!!!!! lololol