Dear person I’m jealous of
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Sometimes I wonder why is it that you did that. Why did you tease, why did you provoke so much, with a joke you know I am not found of. One that wouldn’t end as peacefully as it started.
You see, we knew each other for quite a while. In fact we have been together for an awfully long time. By then, you should have known I would end up doing that, for what is mine I do not share. Just seeing someone else glancing at you made my blood to boil, and it seems this is the exact reaction you wanted from me. To see me raging, to see me angry, to have me grabbing your arms and tossing you against the wall, making you remember how you’re just mine and no one else’s.
That is the reason, is it not? You liked it. Deep inside, you liked when I turned into a beast, when I’d take you without consent whenever you talked about this or that person flirting with you. And well, while I always appreciate this kind of thing - you were one to know that - there are certain limits to where I take things as jokes or a pleasurable moment.
You should have known. You should have noticed I wasn’t found of those teasings anymore.And then the fight.And then the blood and your screams, Lord! How much of a monster I was! For simply taking what is mine. Listening to you calling me a beast, asking for help as I devoured every single piece of flesh of your body. As I drank your blood as if it was the precious Wine of Dionysus.
Oh my love, my dearest and eternal love. The fault was yours. You were, are and will always be the one to blame. For making me jealous on purpose, for making me go so mad even knowing what the consequences could be. You were the monster to break my heart and I couldn’t allow that.
But it is okay now. You are gone. You are part of me and will always be. I will always remember the taste of your flesh, the sweetness of your blood. And the jealousy moments will be no more.
You are mine. Forever. And what is mine, I do not share.
Even if death is the only way I will keep what is mine only for me.