#blue--bonbons

[gh0stlymaybe]

Annddd.. back to hazbin hotel

Vox is silly^^

[swarmstar]

Bluestar (Blueflame)

Name meaning: Blue, collected, intelligent fighter

Lithe, pale blue-gray molly (she/her) with luminous, piercing, ice-blue eyes. She has thick, long, soft, smooth fur and a broad face, head, and shoulders, with a scar that parts the fur across them, and a torn ear. She has a silver-tinted muzzle and a long, sleek tail.

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Cause of death: Drowned at 7.5 years

Leader info

Pinestar-Compassion

Mumblefoot-Endurance

Larkcall-Humour

Sweetpaw-Hope

Sunstar-Courage

Goosefeather-Patience (Greencough)

Mosskit-Trust (Killed by rats)

Moonflower-Love (Greencough)

Snowfur-Pride (Drowned)

Family and Education

Mother: Moonflower

Father: Stormtail

Sister: Snowfur

Former Mate: Oakheart

Daughter: Mistystar

Sons: Mosskit, Stonefur

Foster Son: Whitestorm

Mentors: Stonepelt, Sunstar

Apprentices: Frostfur, Runningstep, Firestar

Personality

INTJ

Social Neutral

Condition(s): PTSD, dementia

Social

Platonic Love: Firestar, Mistystar, Moonflower, Mosskit, Stonefur, Stonepelt, Sunstar, Whitestorm

Best Friend(s): Lionheart

Friend(s): Goldenflower, Redtail, Rosetail, Runningstep, Spottedleaf, Thrushpelt

Mixed feelings: Goosefeather, Pinestar, Stormtail

Enemies: Thistleclaw, Tigerstar, Zealstar

Favourite food: Moorhen

[jumpsparrow]

the big lady herself

102. Bluestar

[weekly-nkg]

Ah, another version of myself taken over by another version of my foolish sister?! How laughable!! -daily-nightmarekinggrimm (just wanten ta see her reaction haha)

"Oh great 2 of you, and this ones even more of a disappointment than you are. Just peachy."

[wander-in-trees]

Hi!!!!!!! I was previously blue--bonbons but then tumblr fucked me over but I'm back bc it's been like 4 months and lots of stuff in my life has changed and I just kinda miss the familiarity of Tumblr.

Missed you all xxxxxx

[letsdiscoverkitty]

Hey you x I found first year so so so tough too and a lot of it I felt like I wasn't worthy or ready or w/e for as hard I'd tried, I felt v v unprepared and it's tough it's v v tough... but you've got further than ever before and it's a case of whether you still feel capable or not. I know it's tough to think you're taking steps backwards but you need to know what you want and what you've learned about yourself this semester. I hope whatever it is you do for yourself and not your illness

You've worked exceptionally hard to get where you are today. Very hard. I just want to make sure you don't give up on hope after all of the effort and when you have so so much more to give

My little lion, you never fail to amaze me. Thinking back to when we first started to get to know each other, I remember how tough things were and how difficult you found first year. I know things are never straight forward and struggles can change/warp but I am infinitely proud of you and every time you pop up on my dash I can’t help but smile. Thank you for always sticky by me, you are truly wonderful. I am always cheering you on xxx

[letsdiscoverkitty]

just a reminder that although a food may seem "safe", it is the complete opposite. your weight, your future, your happiness will never be safe if you continue to only live by "safe" foods. an extra few calories will give you the energy to do your thing and become a truly outstanding person. the sooner you get rid of these "safe" foods, the safer and more secure your future happiness will become.

I flipping love you Em. I really really needed to hear these things right now, you’re the best xxxxxxxx

[letsdiscoverkitty]

I think it's come to the point where you just need to fight. feel exhausted? instead of curling up, eat something. feeling guilty? fight off the thought and grab another snack. feel like eating something? eat it, before looking at the calories and just allow yourself to enjoy it. you need to stop with the rules, the measurements and the things that trap you in this "bubble" and stop you from existing as a real person. you have a lot to offer, you just get too trapped in your own head. you're...

a clever girl, you need to think logically and now allow the irrationality of the disorder to control you, no matter HOW strong it seems to be. you're more powerful than it, you just have to prove that to yourself. you have to take it head on, not give a flying fuck about x y or z and, instead of congratulating/discouraging yourself over little things, take everything as a whole. University may make or break you, depending on your mindset when you go.Take this summer to be the fearless little..lion that I know you are, break down any rules you once had, allow yourself foods without measurement or without calorie counting or without guilt. allow yourself to eat out at unknown places, find a cute independent cafe without the calories written everywhere but its atmosphere puts you at ease, bake something you enjoy making and EAT it for once, try foods that aren't safe and that you've put off for a long time. there's NO wrong thing you can do here, other than allow yourself to be....controlled by your disorder. I know it seems tough and tiring and you'll be fed up a lot at first, but you'll soon grow to love your body and love what it does for you. if you want to drive, walk, bike, travel, do something mad like sky diving or something, you CAN, but only once you fight this disorder. until then, you're going to be stuck and it's so so difficult to watch a girl with so much potential be defeated by this illness.

I am lost for words Em, I really bloody love you so much, thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouxxxxxxxxxxxxx