#blueishere

[insidethecrypticbluemind]

dozing off inside a summer’s sunny world is heaven.

it makes me wonder why fall is my favourite season.

maybe it’s melancholy feels familiar

and the summer feels too good

Maybe i’m afraid of goodbyes

and in love with things i am afraid of?

if i were a better man i would say i am simply afraid of things becoming too good,

but a part of me knows

that autumn isn’t about the melancholy

it’s about healing from it.

[insidethecrypticbluemind]

i keep talking and then feeling like i should shut up but it’s too hateful to believe so i talk more until I feel again like i should shut up.

this isn’t angst.

i want to talk in a way that feels harmless

this is a question