Apr 24, 2015
I almost got in a wreck today. I was driving on the highway and I tried to brake and my brakes just kinda... pulsed out and didn’t stop me. I’m not sure how to explain it but I guess it was because it was raining and the road was slick. It was like trying to brake on ice, no friction so you just keep going. I managed to swerve into another lane at the last second before I rear-ended the car in front of me.
I’m not sure if that was why, but I’ve felt super off all day. Just kind of... down. Not super depressed, but still feeling really inadequate and shitty. I have the perfect job that pays great and I’m still unhappy. I don’t get it. What do I have to do to feel like I matter?