#bm.txt

[bipolarmoss]

admitting myself to the online psych ward (tumblr dot com)

[rottingnausea]

don’t panic don’t panic don’t panic just be normal be normal for once in your life be normal be NORMAL

(you can’t do anything right, can you?)

[bipolarmoss]

i’m sorry that wasn’t very dsm v textbook behavior of me

[bipolarmoss]

not manic, not depressed, but a secret third thing

[bipolarmoss]

performative female behavior

[bipolarmoss]

anyway. something you guys should know about me is that for a bipolar haver i'm functioning quite well in society. i have a stable job and never gone inpatient, although i think i should have when i was in uni. sure, there are days when i want to hurt myself or that im falling behind at work and terrified of being fired. but honestly, to maintain all that, which neurotypicals deem as normal, requires tremendous effort from my side, just to achieve normal (if not rather subpar) levels of functioning. but regardless, im happy to achieve this all even while handicapped, as many other people would fight to be in my position right now. i guess it's always best to count my blessings ✌🏻

[bipolarmoss]

i havent been online cause ive been working 60 hr weeks damn

[bipolarmoss]

i spent 4x my monthly salary in just 4 months omg guys hypomania is real