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Mystery Ink - Chapter 2
Previous Chapter
Liam POV
Why is this happening? Why the hell can I not attend a normal school? Why does everyone think a tattoo defines you?
I have a tattoo and I am proud of it. I show it off quite regularly. You see, the doctors placed it on my chest so when I’m topless I reveal my tattoo. It’s nothing I’m ashamed of. It’s just a simple 4 word tattoo. On my chest. That shows I believe in love.
Everyone in school thinks I met my soulmate, Amy, but truth be told I might hate her a bit. Not because she’s a bad person or anything but because she isn’t a boy. As a homosexual it’s hard to pretend to date a girl. Sure, she’s gay but that just makes it even harder to do.
Shane POV
UGGHH! I hate Texas! People don’t understand what it’s like to be an openly gay man. The only other open gay person in this stinking town in Karma. All I want is someone else to be brave, to express who they really are, to show their true colours.
People thinks they are being themselves by keeping their tattoo. Pfft, that’s nothing. I kept mine and I could not be prouder of it. The three words show that my soulmate is a honest person or at least I hope that’s what they mean.
I was so lost in thought that I didn’t see the 125 pound, 6’ 2’’, muscular man approaching me. I did feel it however, I felt the hand against my chest and the cold metal against my head as I was pushed into the locker.
“What the hell,dude?” I shouted, my voice wavering towards the end. Why would I shout that to the jocks? They’re all staring at me now with horrible looks on their faces. They’re going to kill me.
“Look, dude. We know you’re a homo and to be honest it’s kind of gross. No one needs a guy checking out another guys junk, okay?” The big guy at the back said.
“Just because I like guys doesn’t mean I like you! You don’t like every girl you see just like I don’t like every guy.”
Liam POV Who is this guy? I’ve never seen him before but he’s hot. And also my soulmate, I think. He did say the 4 words that are written on my chest. That means he’s my man right? What do I even say to someone who might be my soulmate? Is he even from Texas? Does he know about the tattoos? Does he have one?
I have so many questions and not enough answers. I need to talk to someone or read a book or something.
“What the hell, dude?” Never in a million years did I think those words could sound so hot.
A/N My laptop broke otherwise I would have posted a few days ago. I do not agree with anything the jock says, I am not homophobic, but it would be funny if I was. I’d be a homophobic lesbian.
are we out of the woods yet? chapter 6
Previous Chapters
Amy runs off to the nearest bathroom as soon as she slips under the janitor’s arm and is headed down the hall because she doesn’t put it past Shane Harvey to keep on and try and get her to spill her secret and she just can’t do that right now.
She pushes the door open and sucks in a deep breath as soon as the door shuts fully behind her, when she breathes out it comes out shaky and broken and she feels tears burn her eyes. She’s not hundred percent sure why she’s crying—was it because Shane knew something was going on and the probability of him finding out was huge? Was it the idea of someone finding out in general?—her heart is pounding in her chest and she hears a whimper escape her.
“Fuck” she wipes at her eyes angrily and tries to steady her breathing, this wasn’t the time “pull yourself together, Amy” she sucks in another breath and lets it out slowly, it’s more steady than the first time she did it “Okay, okay, okay” running a hand through her hair she looks at the mirror and nods her head “You’re fine—you can do this. You can do this”
“Amy?”
She looks over at her name being called quietly to see Karma peeking her head through—shit. This is not what she needed.
“Amy, what’s wrong?” she fully steps into the bathroom and is quick to walk over to her best friend, her hand moving and wiping Amy’s still wet cheeks like she’s done so many times before “What happened?”
“I—“ the blonde swallows hard—she hated lying to Karma. Mostly because she couldn’t but also because this girl, for better or for worse, was her best friend and lying to her, keeping a part of her life from her felt wrong “I just feel so stressed out lately”
Karma smiles softly and wraps Amy up in a hug. It’s not a complete lie, the blonde thinks to herself—for the past two weeks she’s had to live with knowing she’s pregnant and keeping it from everyone and that is very stressful.
“How about we do a day for just us soon, hm?” Karma asks, her arms still wound around Amy’s waist “A day to relax, unwind and forget everything else” she pulls back and looks so damn hopeful that Amy can’t help but smile and say ‘okay’. Karma smiles and pulls Amy into one last quick hug before pulling back “this Saturday, okay? Just a day to unwind and help you get yourself together”
Amy nods “Saturday. Thanks, Karms”
“It’s nothing—you’re my best friend” she squeezes Amy’s shoulder “Now I have to get back to class, I just saw you when I was on my way and needed to make sure you were okay. Just get through this week” she sends one last soft smile and then is out of the bathroom.
Amy sighs and looks at herself in the mirror—her face was blotchy, her eyes were kind of red and there was a guilt that filled them “You can’t do this”
-
“Hey” Lauren greets simply as she plops down next to Amy, tray in hand, “So remember that your appointment is coming up okay? Oh, and I think we should do a weekly dinner with you know who bec—“ she stops her sentence and Amy looks up, to see Lauren staring at her with squinted eyes
“What?”
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing?” Amy really didn’t want to tell Lauren about Shane (or Karma) because she really didn’t want to see Lauren decapitate Shane in front of the whole school.
“Okay” Lauren huffed and twisted her body to face Amy “That’s bullshit—I can see it on your face that something’s up so, I ask again, what’s wrong?”
“Lauren—“
“Wait” she holds up her hand and takes a deep breath, she exhales and then looks at Amy “Okay, now go”
“what was that?”
“I’m just getting ready for you to tell me who you told”
“What?”
“Amy, I haven’t known you long but you’re a pretty easy read—so who did you tell?”
“No one”
“Who found out?”
Amy sighs “No one, for now” Lauren raises an eyebrow at her and Amy shakes her head “You’re gonna get mad”
“I won’t get mad”
“I already know you Lauren”
“I promise, I won’t”
Amy, despite her gut telling her to snap her mouth shut, sighs “Okay so this morning something happened”
-
“Lauren, wait!” Amy’s pushing through crowds of students as the small blonde stalks through the same crowds with ease—she swears some of these people are jumping out of Lauren’s way “Lauren you said you wouldn’t get mad!”
“This is different!” she growls out “First of all—he shouldn’t have fucking cornered you like that, he’s a fucking sociopath” Amy finally just pushes a guy out of the way and catches up to Lauren’s side “Second of all—he doesn’t get to try and beat a secret out of you”
“Lauren, he didn’t hit me. You make him sound like he was bludgeoning me with a broom”
“He knows you’re weak willed when it comes to secrets and that you’d give it up if you were in there for a second more” Amy looks around and finally sees where they’re going, her face scrunches up
“Lauren, why are we going to the art room?”
“I think it’s only fair I tell Liam he’s about to lose his best friend before I murder him in front of the whole student body”
The smaller blonde pushes the door open to see Liam sitting on a stool, painting “Liam!” he whirls around so fast he nearly falls off the stool. Once he realizes who’s in the room worry instantly fills his eyes
“Hey, is everything okay?”
“No, everything is not okay” She crosses her arms over her chest “Your friend is crazy—he waited till Amy was alone this morning, dragged her to a broom closet and cornered her and tried to get her to spill her guts”
Liam pauses “Shane?”
“Yes, dumbass, Shane”
He looks over at Amy “Are you okay?”
She nods “I’m fine—he didn’t push me or anything but he does know something is up, for sure. Lauren’s just kinda overreacting”
The blonde whirls around and looks at her “I am not overreacting! He could’ve hurt you when he pushed you, and he just wanted gossip—he doesn’t actually care who he hurts and I’m not gonna let him do it to you too” a pause “cause you’re pregnant and stress isn’t good for the baby”
Amy smiles softly “Lauren, I’m fine. He didn’t hurt me” her eyes flit to Liam’s “He really didn’t” she looks back to Lauren “and fact it, everyone is gonna find out sooner or later—I’m not that big so a bump is probably gonna show up sooner than later”
“Still, he shouldn’t have done that”
“No he shouldn’t have” both girls look to Liam who sighs “I’m sorry he did that, Amy”
She shakes her head “It’s not your fault—he’s your friend, you can’t control his actions”
“Still, Lauren is right he shouldn’t have done that and I will talk to him”
“Liam…”
“I won’t tell him anything” he promises “I’ll just tell him to back off”
Amy smiles “Thank you”
“No problem”
Lauren huffs “Man, I was really hoping I was going to finally get rid of Shane motherfucking Harvey today”
-
“Hey can we talk real quick?” Shane turns around from his open locker to see Liam, he raises his brow and cocks his head
“Does this have anything to do with Amy?”
“It might” Liam crosses his arms over his chest “Let’s go talk”
Shane nods and slams his locker shut before following his friend. Both boys walk to a piece of the courtyard that was fairly empty except for a few people skipping. They sit down at a bench and a silence settles over them as Liam contemplates what to say—he was mad, sure but he also expected it from Shane. The boy has been hungry for gossip since they were little but this was different (not that Shane knew that) Amy and Lauren and his’ secret is huge, it’s not just your run of the mill gossip. This is going to possibly break up a few people. Liam sighs and runs his hand through his hair, maybe a direct approach would be best with Shane “What you did this morning wasn’t cool, Shane. You can’t just corner people”
The other boy is shocked—Liam has defended people in the past but to defend Amy Raudenfeld was a different story. She was the fake girlfriend of his real secret girlfriend who was in love with said secret girlfriend—there weren’t a lot of reasons for him to be defending Amy “Liam, what’s going on with you two? And Lauren” If Shane were honest—he was, above all, worried.
Liam had never been one to keep a secret from him so he knows it must be big and that makes Shane worry because Liam isn’t good with big things. He’s also worried about Amy because her already drama filled life didn’t need more drama (and, dare he say it, he was also a bit concerned about Lauren because, really, if Lauren knows—it must be big and keeping , especially big, secrets isn’t good for people even if said person is the devil in heels)
“Shane..” he wants to tell him but he promised he wouldn’t say anything so he sighs “Stuff is going on and, believe me, I want to tell you but I can’t and I need you to promise me that you won’t do what you did this morning, again”
“Liam, now you have me officially worried”
“Shane just please promise me you will leave Amy, and Lauren, alone” he looks at his friend with pleading eyes
“Why can’t you tell me?”
“It’s all too fucked up, man. Just wait, okay?”
“Does Karma know?”
Liam scoffs “No”
Shane sighs and leans against the back of the bench “I want to be the first to know”
“Okay”
“I’m serious, Liam”
“Okay” he smiles “thank you”
Shane flaps his hand “Yeah, yeah no problem”
-
“He says he’ll leave it alone for now”
Lauren huffs “For now? That doesn’t sound like much coming from Shane”
Liam shrugs “What else do you want from him? You said it yourself—he loves gossip but he promised me he’d back off”
“I suppose it will do”
Amy smiles “Thanks again”
Liam beams “No problem”
-
“It’s gonna come out and that’s scary” Liam looks over at Amy—they were sitting in his art room in silence. Lauren had gone to class but Amy wasn’t up for it so she opted to stay in the art room with Liam “I’m terrified of what’s gonna happen when it’s out”
“Yeah, me too” he moves over to where she’s sitting; on a stool in front of a half done painting “but the reward is gonna be pretty great, right?”
“hopefully”
He looks over at her “hopefully?”
“I don’t know if I’m gonna be a good mom” she admits honestly, her eyes glued to the easel in front of her—she can’t do complete honesty with him yet if she’s looking him in the eyes “I don’t want to mess this kid up”
“Amy…”
“I know, I know—everyone has this worry but—but I just—“ she sighs “I don’t know”
He places a comforting hand on her shoulder “we’re gonna be okay”
“How can you be so sure?”
“I’m not but we need to believe we’re gonna be or the next nine months are gonna be hell” he sits down on a stool next to her “and then the next eighteen years will be even rougher”
Amy inhales sharply “I can’t believe this is happening, still” she spares a look to him “Like, we’re sixteen—we barely know each other and we’re gonna—we’re gonna have a kid together” she looks down at her hands “this feels like the most crazy dream ever”
“yeah”
“But then people are gonna find out and—and I know it won’t be a dream anymore” Amy sighs “god, Liam, this is going to destroy my friendship with Karma”
“Maybe not. Maybe she’ll understand that we were hurt and we were really drunk and—“
“She won’t” Amy shakes her head “I love her but she won’t. She’s going to be too hurt and—and I don’t blame her”
“We’ll get through it”
She looks up at him and keeps her eyes locked with his “How do you know?”
“We’ve been pretty okay the last two weeks, right?” he wraps an arm around her shoulders and carefully tugs her close “What’s another nine months?”
-
are we out of the woods, yet?- chapter five
All mistakes are mine. Also about the ship thing—I have narrowed it down to two ships (one I am majorly favoring at the moment) and I will let you know when I finally decide but it might take a few more chapters so I can really cement my decision! Thank you now please enjoy!
Previous Chapters
Two weeks passed, two agonizingly long weeks in Amy’s opinion because wow keeping this thing a secret is a lot fucking harder than she thought it would be, before a certain flamboyant, self-absorbed, kind of best friend of Amy’s noticed something.
(yes, she’s talking about Shane)
She and Liam were talking—something else that was becoming quite frequent—when the boy rounded the corner and crashed in on their conversation “Ooo, what’s got you two talking? Karma come up with another shit idea?” his eyebrows waggle and he’s smiling brightly and it’s quite clear he’s ready to be let in on whatever was just being said.
Amy sighs and crosses her arms over her chest, and swallows back an insult that sits on her tongue (maybe she’s been hanging around Lauren too much) “Nope I was just asking Liam if he, um, got the homework from—from English” it’s a simple enough lie, nothing too big that could give them away but she sees it . She sees the eyebrow rise and she knows she’s fucked because this boy can smell gossip from a mile away and this, a pregnancy that was the result of two people who were heartbroken, one who happened to be half of Hester’s favorite couple, sleeping together was the story of the year.
And he could smell it.
“Really?” his tone isn’t accusing or bored, just somewhere right in the middle and it made both Liam and Amy nervous “Why not ask Karma? I mean, no offense Liam I love you, but it’s not like you two are friends”
Liam answers before Amy does which is probably a good idea because she was about to say that Karma wasn’t here and Karma was very much here, Shane saw her speaking to said girl earlier and that lie wouldn’t have held.
“We’re working on forging a friendship” he’s smiling and looks to Amy for support in this sentence and all Amy can do is scrunch her face up because what the fuck?
She knows it’s true, she knows that they trying to conjure up any kind of relationship within the next nine months so this baby isn’t completely fucked when it’s born, but Shane doesn’t have even the slightest idea as to why they would try and be friends. It’s a completely out there idea to be people who don’t know of Amy and Liam’s current situation. So basically everyone that isn’t Lauren.
“What?” yeah, and that made it pretty clear that Shane’s just as confused as she thought he would be.
“I, um—“ Liam spares a look to Amy and she can see he’s panicking. This guy, for whatever reason, didn’t like lying. Okay so Amy gets it but at a certain point, there’ s just no choice but Liam must have some deep seeded issues with lying if telling a simple white lie to Shane is making him stutter and look to Amy, of all people, for help.
“We felt that it was time to bury the hatchet” Shane doesn’t believe her, she can see it “I mean, everyone is friendly—me and Karma, Liam and Karma, Lauren and I and even you and Lauren so, I mean, it’s just time, right?”
Shane squints at them, there is no possible way he believes them a hundred percent, but Amy and Liam aren’t looking for a hundred percent—they’re looking for fifty, at most.
And in a flash Shane goes from scrutinizing to happy and wraps his arms around them both bringing them into the weirdest group hug ever “Oh, I’m so happy that my two best friends are trying” he leans his cheek against Liam’s head and sighs happily.
Liam looks at Amy and smiles and she smiles back because, yeah, they pulled this off for at least the current moment.
-
They’re off school campus. The little diner that Liam first heard the news that he was going to be a daddy and the day Lauren and Liam got a little too excited about placenta eating had become a nice place to go.
It was a nice neutral territory where Liam, Amy, and Lauren could be without having to worry about the place being tainted with memories of anyone else.
Lauren sighs heavily after a few minutes of them looking at their menus in silence “Shane texted me earlier”
Liam’s head snaps to look at her while Amy sighs—she should’ve expected that “What? What did he say?”
“Said how the two of you are trying to become friends and how he feels like there’s something else going on” she lets out a deep breath and takes a sip from her cup “Asked me if I knew anything or some bullshit”
“What did you say?” it was a curious question, not accusing; Amy knew Lauren wouldn’t sell them out to Shane Harvey. No matter how civil the two could be
“I said fuck off” she smiles softly and speaks wistfully “Oh, how I have missed being mean to someone” Amy can’t help but laugh—Lauren, bless her heart, hasn’t said anything mean to Amy since finding out she was pregnant. There was an occasional barb and nickname that the blonde wasn’t too fond of but it was all of jest. Lauren meant no harm and Amy could see that she missed being a bitch to someone so she laughs and then Liam laughs and Lauren can’t help but chuckle as well.
It’s a nice moment in the shit storm they were in and Amy can’t help but think, if only for a second, that this is possibly the best it’s gonna get.
-
“Okay, so, I gotta ask” it’s the middle of dinner at their little diner, Amy’s look to her side where Liam sits “What’s with the whole telling the truth thing?”
Lauren nods at Amy’s words “I wanna know too because I, at least, tell ten lies daily and you can’t even seem to say one most days”
Liam sighs “It’s family stuff—some kinda messed up family stuff”
Amy nods and doesn’t push, he’d tell them both when he’s ready “Yeah, I get that” she spoons some more food into her mouth and her mind goes back to her own family “most days family stuff is messed up”
“It’s just—“ he sighs “there’s a secret that no one told me and I had to find it out on my own and, I guess, that kinda fucked me up in the whole ‘lie telling’ department”
The smaller blonde cocks her head to the side “I don’t mean to pry—“ she pauses “Well, okay I kinda do but what was the secret”
“Lauren!”
“What?” she raises her hands “I wanna know and you can’t tell me that you don’t wanna know”
“Still you can’t just ask—“
“It’s okay” Liam lays a hand on Amy’s shoulder “It’s a fair question” he sucks in a breath and looks across the table to where Lauren sat “I found out my parents adopted me—“
“wow”
“—and my birth mother is actually my sister”
“Holy shit” Amy sends a hard stare to Lauren “Sorry, sorry but—holy shit”
He nods “Yeah”
Lauren leans back “So, do they know you know?”
“Yeah and no one is happy about it”
“I just—“ Lauren sighs “That’s gotta be a tough pill to swallow”
Liam nods “It was”
Amy squeezes his arm, she doesn’t know when contact was normal between them but apparently now it was “I’m sorry”
“It’s no one’s fault. Apparently my sister was sixteen and my parents thought it was the right thing to do”
Amy swallows and, of course, can’t help but think about the life growing inside her. She’s sixteen and she’s scared of her fucking mind most days but she’s not sure she could ever just watch her mother raise her baby as her own.
Lauren sighs heavily “My mom left” Amy and Liam’s head snap up to look at her, Lauren doesn’t look sad but the amusement that had been in her eyes is gone “My daddy likes to say she died, as fucked as that is, because he doesn’t want anyone knowing that she left”
“Lauren—“
“No, it’s okay” she shrugs, Amy can see it hurts because her face betrays her words “It happened when I was six and, since then, it’s just been me, my daddy and an endless parade of his flavors of the month” she pauses “Well, until Farrah”
Amy smiles softly and reaches over and takes Lauren’s hand, the last two weeks have been hard and Lauren’s been there for every second—squeezing her hand to try and give her some kind of comfort is the least she can do.
“She’s never come back around?”
Lauren shakes her head and takes her hand out of Amy’s “no, but I don’t blame her”
Liam’s brow furrows “Why?”
“just—just family stuff” she sighs “Messed up family stuff”
Amy leans back into her chair and lets out a deep breath “Wow we’re all kinda fucked in the family department, huh?”
“Yeah” Lauren and Liam say in unison
Her hands go to her still flat tummy and she sends a silent prayer up to anyone who’s listening that, if anything, at least give this baby the people she has around her now. Its mother, father and aunt—and maybe that will be enough for it when they’re older just like how it’s enough for Amy at this current moment.
-
“So, I can only assume this goes without saying but you tell anyone about what we talked about and I make sure you never get to see your child” Lauren warns as the three of them walk outside
Liam smiles despite the fact that Lauren kind of just threatened him and raises his hands “My lips are sealed”
“Good” she sighs heavily and looks over at Amy “now let’s go home, all this emotional shit tired me out”
-
“My dad left too” Amy says quietly as they drive home “I didn’t want to say anything at the diner because I’m scared he’s gonna leave too” Lauren doesn’t say anything “I was seven and him and my mom were, just, always fighting and one day he just kissed me on my head and left” Amy sighs “Haven’t seen him since and my mom stopped talking about him about two weeks after that”
Lauren spares a quick look over to Amy “I’m sorry”
“It’s nothing—he left and divorced my mom. That’s that” she sighs “I mean, obviously it kinda fucked me up if I’m scared Liam will leave but, you know, it happened and I just have to deal with it”
Amy feels Lauren’s hand slip into her own “He won’t leave”
“I know or, at least, I like to think that but—but my dad waited till I was seven before he left and broke my mom’s heart. It’s scary to think that it could happen to this thing too” she vaguely gestures to her stomach
“Liam won’t leave—when you have fucked up family stuff, you tend and try and make sure that never happens to your own child and, like you said, we’re kinda fucked in the family department” she smiles lightly “So you just know this baby is gonna have the best and weirdest family ever”
Amy smiles, it’s odd how there’s no one else she would want as this baby’s aunt.
-
The next day brings some interesting events. Or one event in particular.
Amy walks on campus with a feeling of dread in the pit of her stomach, it’s heavy and it makes her even more nauseous that her mother’s cooking. Lauren quickly slips off to class and Amy starts towards her building when a hand wraps around her wrist, she spins around to see Shane
“Jesus Christ—you nearly gave me a heart attack, Shane” the blonde puts her hand on her chest “Wait, why aren’t you in class?”
“Because you and I have to talk” he drags Amy towards a closet and pushes her into it, not hard, and follows suit slamming the door behind him “Okay, Miss Raudenfeld—spill”
Amy’s face scrunches up “Spill what?”
“Spill why you and your Satan like step-sister were having dinner with Liam” he raises his phone and Amy sighs when she sees his screen—pictures of them at the diner last night. Her hand is on Liam’s arm and Lauren looks sympathetic—it was right after Liam told them about the whole adoption thing.
“I told you we’re trying to be friends”
“Nu-uh” he waves his finger “This—“ he gestures to the photo “This is more like we’re already friends and I have never seen Lauren look like this. She doesn’t do empathy, Amy—I’ve only ever seen pissed and smug on that girl’s face so, again I say, spill”
“Shane—“
“Don’t ‘Shane’ me. There’s something going on”
“No just—“
“Amy you’re an awful liar. I barely bought that story yesterday and now I don’t buy it at all”
“Shane, just—“ she sighs “Some things are just going on” bullshitting a bullshiter is not a good idea so she goes ahead and chooses to say the very, very, very vague truth “And Lauren’s been there”
He squints at Amy “And Liam?”
Her mind in racing trying to come up with some kind of solution to this but nothings coming to her, she opens her mouth to say anything but nothing comes out.
“That big, huh?”
“Shane—“ her sentence is cut off when the janitor opens the closest
“What the hell are you two doin’?” and with that Amy slips out of the doorway and races off to class. Shane sighs heavily and plucks his bag from the floor and heads to his own class leaving a very confused janitor looking at him leave
“I thought he was the gay one”
Secrets
Chapter-5
Previous Chapters
With Ali’s advice and your own voice , you both decide to go to the party dressed casual , you in skinny jeans and a warm Boston jumper and Ali wearing shorts and a denim jacket .
Probably not the best choice of clothes for a party , but you don’t care what anyone thinks , truth being you never have and you never will .
Walking over to Liam’s house your already concerned for your eardrums when you turn the corner onto the road his house is on , because from at least six houses down you can hear the music blasting , your surprised the ground isn’t shaking .
You both get to the house and as soon as you enter it your eyes are scanning the room for a certain blonde.
“I’m going to find Calum”
Without even letting you answer Ali is of , you love her to death but come on that was rude .
You go to the kitchen to get a drink , your drinking your second shot when you feel to hands grip your waist to low for your liking , you turn around from the counter to see a tall guy who looks 30 years old , he’s wearing a hester rugby jersey , so you assume it’s just some teenager from heater that looks old , but still it’s freaky.
“Don’t touch me ”
“You sure ? You saying you don’t want this ? ”
“Ha , Very funny , go ”
He walks forward and pushes his knee in between your legs.
What the fuck
“You sure ”
His eyes look disturbing .
“ very sure”
You slip out from underneath him and go into the living room filled with drunk and sweaty teenagers .
Weirdos .
You really don’t see why you came , Amy’s not even here , and Ali has left you , this party is shit just like you knew it would be .
You feel a hand gripping your shoulder and your about to hit that asshole straight in the face , but it isn’t until your hand is half way there and your turning around that you realise it’s Amy , on time Amy’s reflex goes to work and softly grips your arm and pulls her head back wards to avoid your hand hitting her face if she wasn’t able to catch it
Jesus this girl is a ninja .
“Woah Ashcroft , I thought we were friends now ”
She lets out a soft laughter .
“We were , NO. We are I mean we totally are I just thought you were someone else or something , I dunno I guess I just kinda got a fright . ”
You take a deep well needed breath .
“O-Kay , well I’m going outside for some fresh air , wanna join ? ”
“ uh sure”
“Ok let’s go , follow me .”
Trying not to loose Amy in this crowd is like a maze , you have no option but to grab hold of the back of her shirt , She wouldn’t mind
Would she ?
Your thoughts are shut down immediately when you feel a warm hand gently taking hold of the one that was gripping onto her shirt .
She interlocks your fingers and holds you tight , as if to say I’ve got you don’t worry .
And that is enough to make your heart skip a beat or two .
You both keep walking in silence down to the end of the rather large yard , you both sit down in a round outdoor sofa .
What now ?
“So …. ”
“So….”
You both sit there , in silence But in some way the silence is comforting . Like being in each other’s company is enough for you two not needing to speak .
Unfortunately about 30 seconds into the silence , your mouth has already started to blabbing
“ I like the stars ”
With that statement you both look up into the dark but clear sky full stars ,
“Me to ”
Her voice sounds a bit distant , you turn to look at her and realise she’s lying down , without hesitation you lie down beside her , the sofa isn’t very big so you both are basically cuddling right now .
“Yeah ? Why?”
She takes a moment to turn her head and look at you , her nose touching yours as you both are lying there .
“They shine in the darkest times ”
“Yeah I think everyone needs someone by there side during there darkest times ”
Woah , this conversation has gone from casual to deep , and it’s real you both know it .
Somewhere in between late night confessions and stargazing , yours eyes decided to give up on you but the warm feeling of her hand still in yours doesn’t go unnoticed. .
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The shining bright light and the screeching alarm awakens you with A jump , you jump up from your bed and reach for the bedside locker and slam the alarm clock .
That’s totally broke but you’ll get a new one later , you turn and dig your head further into your pillow taking in the relaxing smell of coconuts , trying to keep your eyes covered from the sun shining through the blinds , why can’t I just stay in bed longerrrrr
Wait …. What the actual fuck .
You don’t own blinds , you use curtains and you never used an alarm clock in your life and even though the smell of coconuts is very relaxing that’s not the shampoo you use .
Oh shit .
You jump straight up and look around the room , yep , this is not your room .
And judging from the coconut smell you have a pretty good idea who’s it is .
The door opens and the owner of the room appears ,
“Sorry did that alarm wake you up , I’m sorry I forgot to turn it of ”
Okay , hold up , she’s wearing doughnut pyjamas, sexy doughnut pyjamas, oh shit .
“Uh yeah , about your alarm I kinda owe you a new one … Sorry ”
You tilt your head toward the shattered pieces of the digital clock on the floor and watch for her reaction , she lets out a soft laugh .
“I kinda guessed your not a morning person ”
“Well ..you guessed right ”
She walks over and effortlessly drops herself into the bed and covers herself with the duvet .
“So about last night . You fell asleep in the garden , well we both did but it was one in the morning by the time I woke up , and I tried to wake you but you wouldn’t budge so I got your phone and sent your mom a quick text saying that your staying in a friends house , you have 4 missed calls from both of your parents , she said okay so I brought you over here and well you slept and I hope that’s okay , I’m sorry if it’s not ”
She looks panicked, why is she so afraid ? Does she think I’m gonna hit her for taking care of me ?
“ it’s fine Amy relax , thanks for taking care of me , ”
Slowly a smile appears on her face .
Falling asleep with Amy Raudenfeld under the stars ?
How many girls can say they did that .
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“Did I hear correct that you had to chase after someone in class yesterday ?”
Ali has an annoying smile across her face
“ and her name is Amyyyyyy”
Ali knows I like Amy , she always has
“Yes I did have to chase after her , but it actually wasn’t bad , it was great actually ” a big smile has spread across your face
“Really ? Wow that’s a surprise ”
“I know ”
“So are you going to her and Liam’s party tonight ? ”
“Why would I be going to their party ? I said it went great , that doesn’t mean I’m gonna be going to her party ? ”
“Why not ? Maybe you’ll get to talk to her again , alone ”
“Ha you think Liam will let Amy leave his side ”
“ well no but doesn’t mean you can’t try ? ”
“True ”
You both sit down in the cafeteria with your trays .You take out your earphones and plug them in , Ali spends all of lunch on her phone and no one else sits with you guys, so you listen to music while doing homework and eating lunch .
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10 mins till the bell goes and you realise you left your Shakespeare papers in your locker , which means you’ve to run across the yard get your papers and run back and make it on time .
“Ali ”
“ Ali ”
Seriously this girls eyes are glued to the phone , you snap your fingers in her face .
“Ali”
“Yeah ? ”
She still doesn’t look away from the phone .
“I forgot my English papers , there in my locker I’ll meet you in class ”
You don’t even wait for an answer cause unless she texts you it , you’ll never get one .
6 minutes , Fuck !
You run while trying to pack everything into your bag , it’s amazing how nothing fits when you need it to most . Your in such a rush you don’t even see the person in front of you , until everything that supposed to be in your bag is on the grass , scattered .
“I’m so sorry , I was in a rush and I’m trying to fit everything in my bag and make it to my locker and get what I need and try make it back before th-”
“Karma , it’s okay , calm down and breath ”
“Amy?” You didn’t even get a chance to look at who you ran into , you definitely didn’t think it was Amy
“The one and only ” she says with a smile spreading on her face .
“ I’m so sorry , I didn’t mean to hi-” Your interrupted with a laugh , “ Karma really it’s not a big deal , here let me help ” she bends down onto the grass with you and starts picking up your books and papers .
“Thanks ”
“No problem , what is it you were rushing to get ”
“My English Shakespeare papers and by the looks of it I won’t make it on time ”
Amy hands you everything she picked up and you pack it into your bag .
She roots through her bag and pulls out a small bundle of papers .
“I have English next period , you can borrow these, we are also doing Shakespeare, most of the teachers a re to lazy to check any of them so they should do you ”
“Seriously? ”
Is she for real ?
“Yeah , you have math next class yeah ? ”
“Um yeah ”
“So I’ll meet you outside your math classroom to collect them ”
Wait
“How did you know I had maths next ?”
“You think this is only the second time I’ve ever noticed you ? ”
Wait what ? She’s noticed me before ??
“Um .. ”
She does that beautiful laugh “I’ll see you tonight ? ”
“Tonight ?? ”
What the fucks on tonight ?
“My party ? Your coming right ? Did you think I wouldn’t invite you ”
“Um… ” She looks disappointed
“How mean do you think I am ? ”
“No no no no no no ….. I don’t think your mean I’m just surprised , I mean you’ve never really talked to me before or invited me to any party’s before ”
She looks a bit happier , lighter actually
“I’ve always wanted to talk to you since kindergarten, well I did , for five years , then we separated until high school and well I thought because you didn’t talk to me you didn’t want to be friends ”
You remember those five years , very little but you remember you both were 3 , you’d never forget ,
“I thought the same thing , about you not talking to me so you didn’t wanna be friends ”
She laughs and your heart , well let’s just says your heart isn’t how it should be right now .
“Well now that we are talking , thankfully , I guess we’re friends ? And friends invite friends to their party’s right ?”
“Yeah right ….. But wait what about Liam , he doesn’t like me ”
Her mood suddenly goes down hill , you can feel it , seriously.
“Who cares what Liam thinks I like you , that’s all that matters ”
“ bye karm ”
She waves and starts walking , did she just ? No? Did she ?
Karm
You could swear that if you heard that again you could die .
Guess your going to a party tonight
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Friday is the day Amy turns up to school , she missed two days , two whole days and so did Liam , your stomach turns at the thought of what those two could be doing together, ugh
You’ve been thinking about them a lot , Amy and Liam , you’ve noticed that Amy doesn’t look like she really knows how much of an ass Liam is because every time there’s a party or a school event Amy is always by his side like a winning prize Liam wants to show of , and when Amy’s there he acts like the sweetest guy ever , but when she’s not he’s an ass .
Yesterday when you were eating your pancakes all you could think about was how Amy now thinks your name is carmen thanks to Liam , asshole .
“Sir can I use the restroom please ”
You look over and see Amy already half way out the door before the teacher even gives an answer .
“Karma will you go out and tell Amy that she’s to be back here immediately ”
Is he for fucking real ?
“Uh yeah ”
You leave the classroom and your debating whether to actually go and tell her that she has to go back or just stand there and wait for her .
You stand there telling yourself you’ll wait but your mind has other plans as your already halfway down the hall , walking towards the bathroom .
You go in and all the stalls are empty and the blonde is no where to be found .
“Fuck that ”
Why should you go looking for her ? She wouldn’t look for you . You take out your phone just to see what’s new on Facebook while you can . What the fuck ? Why would Elizabeth be sending you a fucking friend re-
Your thoughts are interrupted with a bang and a strike of pain going through your head and back , you open your eyes and realise you just walked into a locker and landed on the ground like a fool , ugh your phone where is it and who the fuck leaves there locker open , idiot .
“Umm I think I have what your looking for” you look up to see Amy with your phone in her hand
“ here”
Amy reaches her hand out for you to grab which you do and as soon as you do you swear something happened , as if a firework or a rocket went of , or as if a lightning struck, your not sure what it felt like but you felt it and you felt something click .
She pulls you up easily , you can see her muscles flex and you question how many times she visits a gym .
Your hands linger for a few seconds until she suddenly pulls back.
“That was quite the hit you took , something on your mind ?”
“Uh yeah the same thing that’s been on my mind all day ”
She laughs a bit and you do to .
She closes the locker
“who leaves there locker open seriously ”
“I dunno ”
You both stand there looking at each other and for a minute until Amy speaks
“What are you doing out of class anyway ”
“I could ask you the same thing ”
Amy raises an eyebrow “ I asked first ”
Clever
“Mr.clinnton asked me to come get you to come back to class , your turn”
“I’m trying to talk a walk , clear things from my mind ”
“ what kind of th-”
Your cut short when Amy puta her soft hand over your mouth and pulls you into a room , she quickly but quietly closes the door , her hand is still over your mouth .
What is that smell ? Ugh you look around in the tiny space you have and realise your in the cleaning supply closet , and with the mops and Hoover and bins there only about a 3 foot space for you and Amy to stand , which is why you can literally smell Amy’s coconut shampoo , you both are literally so close only the lid of a pen would fit in between your faces .
You hear voices past the doorfr outside and it takes you about 5 seconds to register that the voices belong to Liam and Calum.
What the fuck ? Why would she be hiding from her boyfriend ?
Amy is looking at you dead in the eye and honestly you could get used to this , if Amy ever wants to shoves herself and karma into a small space for a long period of time , karma would die .
She’s really just so beautiful.
You don’t how long you two wear in their for but soon , to soon actually, Amy opened the door and you followed.
“Sorry about that , I thought it was a teacher or something ”
She’s lying, you can easily tell , there’s just something she does that tells you , her eyes maybe ? Your not sure but you know not to ask questions just yet .
“Totally , so did I for a minute can’t blame you ”
You let out a light laugh
“So we should probably be getting back to class ”
“Yeah before Mr.Clinnton has an outrage and comes searching for us ”
“Yeah” she laughs half heartedly, and even that half hearted laugh , makes your whole heart burst . You could listen to it everyday.
This girl is tugging all your heart strings . And honestly you don’t mind as long as you get to spend time with her….
She’s worth it .
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Amy doesn’t show up to school the rest of the day , not even in gym , you know you shouldn’t be but your wondering where she is , and then you remember Liam and how tight he was gripping her , does she really let him do that ? Seriously she probably doesn’t even feel the pain or its a game , non of your business anyway but what was that ‘Sorry’ before she walked away ?
“So Calum is a dick ” Ali joins you on your walk to the bus stop, you smile
“Yeah a short one to by the looks of it” you laugh even tho you know it was stupid , Ali looks annoyed
“ Karma ! Really ? ”
“ what ? It was just a joke jeez calm down , what happened ? ”
“Calum ditched me for after school study to go hang out with ’ Liam’ ”
“ Oooo that’s low ” Liam is an asshole and when someone is hanging around with them there’s no doubt he’ll turn them into an asshole to , that’s the only reason Ali is pissed
“ yeah I know , what am I gonna do ? Liam will turn him into an asshole within a week ”
“ Calum is already an asshole ” you don’t realize you said that until you see the look on Ali’s face
“Shit , did I say that out loud ? ”
“ YES , you did ! ”
“ sorry ”
The bus arrives and you both go to your usual seats.
“So what are you doing tonight ? ”
“Was planning on binge watching oitnb on Netflix …. But you wanna go out don’t you ? ”
When Ali asks you a question she always already has an answer , you’ve learned that over the five years of being her friend.
“Yep , we’re going to Billy’s pancakes, I’m craving them right now ”
The bus comes to a stop and you both hop of .
“ see you in 40 ? ”
“ guess so ”
Ali lives down the other end of the road so you both split up and go different ways .you plug your earphones in and hum along to your new favourite song when it’s quickly interrupted by a loud voice roaring.
Your eyes quickly dart around for source of the voice when it stops to look at Liam screaming from inside of his car , does he not realise the window is open ?
You keep walking since you’ve to walk that way anyway , Liam gets out of his car slamming his door and walking around to the passenger door ,you can’t see anything anymore but you can hear Amy’s voice .
You pretend to be on your phone while walking by , out of the corner of your eye when your walking you see Amy lying on the ground beside the car , the fuck is she doing ??
“ you got a problem Carmen !? ” you look up to see Liam and you didn’t realise that you were just standing there looking .
“Um no ”
“ good then keep walking ”
And you do . You keep walking wondering why the fuck Amy was lying on her drive way ground . You have to admit , she looked hot .
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