#bookthesecond

[houseforgotten]

In the Reflection

Bring me as I was untainted unchanged Rebuild the walls That made me steady as a tank Recreate my perfect mind However complex it was unshifting undistorted That made perfect dreams out of crystal Force in my physical flesh as I was before Perfect Ideal to what they wanted as I felt more alive Was able to run after the sharp sun after the clouds after the rain   Brace myself to everyday and force myself to forget the past and live without regret Begin to enjoy what I have not what I had

[houseforgotten]

For Him (Mother Mary)

Mother Mary He used to love me Mother Mary He was a liar Mother Mary Crucify the whore   Dear Father He used to love me Dear Father He was a liar Dear Father Crucify the whore   Mary Magdalene He used to love me, long ago Mary Magdalene He lied about everything Mary Magdalene Crucify the whore   I used to love him I was a liar Crucify myself It’s all I can do for him