#boringthoughts

[chandr-a]

what if I told u that u perfectly describe me in the name-thoughts game. Omg :O

oh my, really? that’s so interesting! i just closed my eyes for a second, gave it a thought and wrote what first came to my mind *smile* 

[ipostoccasionally]

People who complain about trains being late should have been there this evening. My train arrived two minutes early, which I was pretty happy about.

[chandr-a]

Í-t-a-l-o

Oh, I’ve never heard this name before, I like it (: do you like it? 

I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?

No, I don’t have any. I’ve never had my ears pierced even, I don’t like the idea of it I suppose but I do love how it looks on other people. It’s just not for me. As for tattoos - I do want to have a few, little ones. But I don’t want to rush it, when the right time comes and it feels right to put something on my body, I will not hesitate to do it. 

T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.

When I buy alcohol they always ask me for my id because I look young but when I tell my friends my real age no one believes, assuming I’m much older. You see, I went to school a year earlier than everyone else so I’m usually the youngest in the group. It’s only a year but they make a fuss over it sometimes and it used to bother me a lot. 

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED. 

I’ve already answered this one. I don’t want to talk about other relationships that ended because I don’t want to ruin my mood any further. I hope you will forgive me, golden. 

L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.

Sigh, only one? It’s hard to pick to be honest. Uhm, I really don’t like my nose. (The fact that a lot of people have the same problem doesn’t really help, unfortunately). 

O. MY EYE COLOUR.

Dark green. Once my dear friend told me it’s the colour of a fir forest and I liked this thought so much I remembered it. I absolutely love the fact that I have green eyes. Some people argue they are not really green but brown-ish but I don’t listem to them at all! (: 

Thank you, dear. 

[bedandpizzaplease-blog]

Okay so.

I feel like i spend most my days changing from mood to mood; depending on who's affected it, and then ending up overthinking everything and realising i'm just existing nothing more, nothing less. I don't even mean this in a depressing way, just its made me think life is passing me by way too fast, as cliche as it sounds and i've got no ambition or plans. I just like to drink tea, eat cake and sleep. Obviously, i'm not the only one who feels this way, well i don't think i am, but i want to do something more with my life but i hate being restricted. The sooner i finish college the better, college isn't for me, i just sit in lessons pretending all this information is getting through to me, but really i have no interest in it anymore, except business. Its difficult to sleep nowadays too, nothing will be on my mind but as soon as its silent BAM thoughts attack, but no one i can talk to, is awake so its lonely as fuck.

^ And repeat.

THIS ISN'T MY DIARY I KNOW, BUT IT IS WHATS ON MY MIND EVERYDAY.