Mar 17
never and I Mean NEVER let anyone tell you that bullying doesn't work.
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never and I Mean NEVER let anyone tell you that bullying doesn't work.
my spoooonnnsssss
what did i DOOOOO
i don't think you can call the avengers a ragtag group of heroes lmfao. like that's straight up an organization
i take psychic damage every time i see any of the headmates being shipped together tagged as selfcest. bitch how did you come out of moon knight and think to tag that as selfcest
sorry i can't be restrained this is more marvel fanfic ranting you can kill me with rocks for posting about it here
because the main reason i think the moon knight system would never ever ever reveal they have DID to like. the AVENGERS (which seems to be the most common crossover). is because 1. revealing that comes with the admission they experienced severe trauma at a young age and that's both private and people will inevitably pry into that. especially the fucking AVENGERS. you guys. head in hands.
and 2. because like except for layla, every time someone finds out they have DID they are exploited and abused for it. khonshu frees marc and steven but they don't know about jake and khonshu uses this to his advantage. jake pretty much gets nothing out of this agreement i would imagine. harrow outs them to the gods at the ennead and constantly demeans them and calls them broken and crazy. like even layla initially doesn't believe steven when he says he's steven. and that shit fucking hurts!!!! marc and steven themselves even sort of just start of using each other; steven can find out the constellation bullshit and marc can handle the fighting and You'll Give The Body Back When You're Done.
LIKE I JUST. THERE IS A FUNDAMENTAL MISUNDERSTANDING ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP W THEIR DISORDER!!! AAAUUGH
you guys have to stop letting me read fanfiction this shit is crazy
Nights Like This
Listening to music, can't go to sleep, too cold, not enough blankets. Need to have a nice, long, talk with someone.
Okay so.
I feel like i spend most my days changing from mood to mood; depending on who's affected it, and then ending up overthinking everything and realising i'm just existing nothing more, nothing less. I don't even mean this in a depressing way, just its made me think life is passing me by way too fast, as cliche as it sounds and i've got no ambition or plans. I just like to drink tea, eat cake and sleep. Obviously, i'm not the only one who feels this way, well i don't think i am, but i want to do something more with my life but i hate being restricted. The sooner i finish college the better, college isn't for me, i just sit in lessons pretending all this information is getting through to me, but really i have no interest in it anymore, except business. Its difficult to sleep nowadays too, nothing will be on my mind but as soon as its silent BAM thoughts attack, but no one i can talk to, is awake so its lonely as fuck.
^ And repeat.
THIS ISN'T MY DIARY I KNOW, BUT IT IS WHATS ON MY MIND EVERYDAY.