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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 4/? Fandom: Shadowhunters (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: pre Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood Characters: Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane, Catarina Loss, Ragnor Fell, Isabelle Lightwood, Jace Wayland, Clary Fray, Maryse Lightwood Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Alec Lightwood, Emotionally Hurt Alec Lightwood, Protective Magnus Bane, Clave Politics (Shadowhunter Chronicles), Downworlder Politics, Discrimination Against Downworlders, Family Feels, Transformation, Unethical Experimentation, Valentine's experiments, Deruned Alec Lightwood, Dragon Alec Lightwood, Species Dysphoria, Anxiety, Alec Lightwood Has Panic Attacks, Caring Magnus Bane, Friends to Lovers, Happy Ending, I promise, Body Dysphoria, Depression, Healing Series: Part 18 of Tumblr Prompts - Make it Dragons Summary:
Things weren’t supposed to end like this.
That was the thought Alec couldn’t quite banish. It clung to him as he was dragged out of his own Institute with the cuffs around his wrists and his people watching on with looks that ranged from shock to horror, with a few here and there of glee. It repeated over and over in Alec’s mind through the night he spent in the Silent City with nothing but the dark and his memories to cling to.
And it was the thought he had now as he stared at Imogen Herondale and the Silent Brother who held the deruning device so calmly in his hands.
Faced with the end of his life and everything he'd ever been a part of, everything he'd ever known, Alec finds that maybe things aren't as over as he thought. They won't be the same, not ever again, but maybe with the help of someone he'd convinced himself he could never have, he can take what was done to him and make it into something even better. Something that, for the first time in his life, he can be proud of.
If you could sleep tonight and wake up tomorrow as a new person, a totally new person, carrying no baggage of your past, would you want to?
Random Xpressions
QSMP Eggs as hatched!!
I like feathered/furred dragons so that is what these babies are
Since this is based on my Eggs hatching fic (which I haven't written nor put my ideas down on this blog yet) some of them are smaller that they would've been. Though not by much.
I used Google to translate inches to meters so if something sounds really off that is why
I wanted some to be the size of grown adults and others to be the size of children
Also they are now mostly quadrupedal but are able to be bipedal.
More natural to be on all fours though
So here they are!
Chayanne:
Yellow/Blonde like a duckling.
Green eyes
Forever small pointy horns
Head to tail he is 4ft 4in long or 1.32 meters
Ground to the top of the head he is 3ft 7in or 1.09 meters
Nothing is wrong with him, just naturally small
He no longer wears his duck floating :( it no longer fits. He wears a duck necklace now!
Dapper:
Black fur/feathers with just white on his nose.
Orange eyes
Small horns. Will be like and Impala's antlers
Head to tail he is 5ft 6in long or 1.68 meters
Ground to head he is 5ft or 1.52 meters
Still wears a top hat. Also is wearing red armbands now
Ramón
Tuxedo pattern of Fur/Feathers. Black and White Feathers/Fur.
Orange eyes
Small horns. Will be like a Impala's antlers
Head to tail is 5ft 5in long or 1.65 meters
Ground to head he is 5ft or 1.52 meters
The mustache still exists and he is wearing matching arm bands with Dapper
Leo
Brown feathers/fur with blond tipped (gold) wings.
Purple eyes.
Snall Twisty horns
Head to tail she is 4ft 8in long or 1.42 meters
Ground to head they're 4ft or 1.22 meters
Still wearing the cap but is also now wearing a mushroom choker.
Tilín
Black fur/feathers with grey tips.
Brown eyes.
Medium straight horns
Head to tail she is 4ft long or 1.22 meters
Ground to head they are 3ft 9in or 1.14 meters
Still is wearing the bow. Also is wearing ribbons on his arms
Tallulah
Brown feathers and fur with white tipped tails and front legs.
Green eyes.
Has medium horns that are just straight up and down
Head to tail she is 6ft long or 1.83 meters
Ground to head she is 5ft or 1.52 meters
Wearing the beanie and a matching ribbon choker
Juanaflippa
Dark Green fur/feathers with white tips.
Dark brown eyes (black?)
No horns and never will
Head to tail she is 3ft 10in long or 1.17 meters
Ground to head she is 3ft 5in or 1.04 meters
Wearing glasses still cause she needs them. Also is wearing purple leg warmers on her back 2 legs
Bobby
Light Brown fur/feathers with blue speckles.
Blue eyes.
Small horn that will grow into one of those twisty horns (medium length forever)
Head to tail he is 4ft 10in long or 1.47 meters
Goround to head he is 4ft 8in or 1.42 meters
I would say he occasionally still wears overalls but when you become a quadrupedal animal it is difficult. Wears a purple headband (one you tie around your head) with a spider clip
Trumpet
Dark blue fur/feathers with white front paws and speckles.
Purple eyes
No horns and never will
Head to tail he is 3ft 4in long or 1 meter
Ground to head he is 3ft or 0.91 meters
The propeller hat he adores and white frilly socks is what he wears
Richarlyson
Dark brown fur/feathers with black speckling.
Brown eyes.
Has small horns
Head to tail he is 5ft 2in long or 1.57 meters
Ground to head he is 3ft 8in or 1.12 meters
He still needs a prosthetic. He is missing his back left leg
The T-Shirt! He still wears it along with a mooshroom bonnet (obviously not original but I love the art work with it)
Pomme
White fur/feathers with grey speckles.
Blue eyes.
Has no horns yet
Head to tail she is 4ft long or 1.22 meters
Ground to head she is 3ft 6in or 1.07 meters
The berret she is wearing it still along with grey gloves on her front paws and a butterfly necklace
its valentine’s day, and something monumental shifts. it's in the air, in the way i breathe, in the clothes i chose and the food i eat. the world is different, i'm seeing it all with glimmering eyes. i miss you, but that's okay. that's okay. because the world has shifted. the air has been born anew. i thought my every cell might be tainted by you- thought it might take a lifetime for the seasons to change, for the love not to remain.
but maybe- moving on is a choice as much as it is an inevitability. and maybe, maybe i’m ready to make that choice.
it's february 14th, and last year i was writing a sonnet for you. this year- this year, i exhale. I breathe again.
the season has changed, and i am smiling, arms open wide, tears streaming down my face.
the realization is as sudden as falling out of love, as bittersweet as falling out of it.
but, it's there. it's there, and i am grinning in goodbye to a chapter of my life.
its valentines day; and i know:
i’m finally ready to move on.
"And if tonight my soul may find her peace
in sleep, and sink in good oblivion,
and in the morning wake like a new-opened flower
then I have been dipped again in God, and new-created.
"~D.H. Lawrence
Born Anew - No More Days like Yesterday
2009
BORN ANEW - CHAPTER 1 COVER