#boy 4

[sataraborzoi]

Hello, I’m perfect.

[sataraborzoi]

Tell her in your big dog voice!

[risakada42]

If your partner makes you feel bad for your feelings, your boundaries, and/or what makes you uncomfortable, for me, for yourself, for the love of God, get away from them.

i don’t regret you entirely because you showed me what i didn't want

[lameburst]

Cute hahaha so cute “Let me know when you land and get settled, so then we could do something” The only thing I’m gonna do is shove my foot up your ass. I’m pissed. You don’t get to be with me. I DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER THAT IS NOT GOING TO IGNORE ME FOR 4 MONTHS AND THEN REMEMBER THAT I EXIST AFTER I GET HIT ON BY ANOTHER GUY I DESERVE SOMEONE THAT FOR ONCE ISN’T GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE IM A SECOND CHOICE A LAST RESORT A PIECE OF MEAT OR AN INSIGNIFICANT BEING

Santa I’m pretty sure I wished for someone new not for all the previous guys I was interested in to show up all at once.

[lameburst]

I’m trembling out of anger this isn’t an exaggeration

I wish I had a support group helping me to respond to it

FUCK

[lameburst]

Sooo 

for those of you that have been following my sad love life and the boy 4 tag, know that in summary:

we liked each other

nothing came out of it

i kissed him and wrote him a goodbye letter before I left

he hasn’t mentioned it at all, nonetheless spoken to me

ignores my funny snapchats/ texts/ messages

only likes my instagram pictures as a form of communicating 

I am upset with him because of all of this

but now here’s why I’m laughing:

Recently, Sarafina and I went to Animal Kingdom and we met Tarzan. So of course, the encounter was really funny and cute. He liked Sarafina’s earrings, smelled us, told us we had pretty names, asked Sarafina if she had bananas in her purse, he smelled the flowers in my hair, held my hand a couple of times, told me I had pretty hair, we took pictures, and he gave us monkey fist bumps and we left. Of course we were infatuated with Tarzan, he was beautiful and he was all up in our personal bubble. So naturally, we posted the cute pictures on instagram. 

What happens? Boy 4 read the caption, liked the picture. Now, after 4 months to the day he broke his silence. He’s trying to get my attention again. He sent me messages. He’s trying to play games, it’s not a coincidence. And you wanna know what I say to that? Honestly, he can go fuck himself. I deserve way better, I can’t believed I almost settled for him. And I’m glad he’s jealous about my infatuation with a Disney face character. ‘Cause he really lost his chance now. Now, I want you to suffer. 

[lameburst]

It clicked to me in art class why I liked him so much. He reminded me of Warhol in his 'Raggedy Andy' stage Damn