So, I come back from Canada and my parents tell me that Matt, my neighbours son, is back for the week.
Now, I haven't spoken to the guy in yeeaarrssss, because he went to uni in Manchester and for some reason never came back. Before that he got a girlfriend, which I wasn't happy about and I was busy thinking about college and a huge friendship fall out to pay much attention.
But when we were kids/teenagers, we used to talk loads and we'd always be hanging out in each other's garden, kicking a ball around, pulling pranks on his sister. And I obviously had THE biggest crush on him....EVER!
Back story over....monday evening, I hear my parents chatting to the neighbours outside whilst i'm making a start on the evenings dinner....I then hear, Matt's voice!! Deeper than I last heard it. The conversation turns to me and my parents tell him i'm going into the third year of uni in wales, i've just come back from canada blah, blah, blah.....and I run upstairs. Why? Because I have no make-up on, my hair is piled on top of my head in a messy bun and i'm wearing joggers and a vest top! The last time I saw this guy, i had a crush on him...I don't know if that feelings going to come back. So I hide in the bathroom when I hear him shout my name.
At the dinner table my mum asks "Where were you earlier, we shouted, Matt was looking for you, he wanted to catch up"
"Oh, erm, I was busy...in the bathroom....he was looking for me?"
So, allllllllll week, I have made sure i've looked respectful at all times and not like i've just climbed out of bed, just in case i see him again..............Have i seen him?! NO!!!
Then we go to the pub for a drink tonight, Dad's treat.....AND HE'S THERE! With his family, but i've finally seen him.....and yes those feelings came back, I feel like a 16 year old girl again! Matt's mum waves, we wave, me and him smile at each other, we get our drinks....and my mum takes us to the opposite side of the pub!!!
"They're eating, i don't want to disturb them.....it's his last night here so they've probably come out for a meal because of that"
HIS LAST NIGHT!!!!! That is information I could have used at the beginning of the week!
Then we left before they did....and now I'm not going to see him again....and I can't find him on facebook....I don't even know if he has facebook!
GODDAMNIT!!!! This is why i'm still single......my timing STINKS!