So I have this way of making people want to become their best selves. On some inspirational muse type shit. Sounds cocky but I'm keeping tally and losing count. I have anonymously contributed to book ideas, rap songs, research proposals, business plans, fashion shows, and recipes. Only problem is that when they lose me they lose the drive. I would feel bad but it's usually them scorning me and falling out of my karma blessings. So boy thottie has (finally) come to me with his grandiose life plan. And I love it because it parallels mine and we could be so successful and powerful. But I know if he abandons me he will be stuck in such a bad place. So I can't tell him this without sounding crazy, but I want to keep him close so we can thrive off of each other. Black Jesus help him if he turns out to be a fuckboy though.