...First sunday I'm not staying up til 3 am to watch a new episode of twd since I joined the caryl fandom...
And I wish it wouldn't leave me feeling so empty...I wish I still had at least a bit of hope left but I don't. Looking through my old caryl posts hurts more than anything happening on the show because I realize how hopeful and positive I used to be...but there's none of that left. Every caryl post I see on my dash makes me feel stupid for believing for so fucking long when all they did was playing us all along. Every good/positive/teasing thing anyone affiliated with the shit show ever said was just said because they wanted us to keep watching and buy merch and dvds and shit. Caryl wasn't just a ship for me, it was my happy place, c/d's bond gave me so much joy and hope...and now I just feel empty and betrayed.
I don't have twitter anymore but I hope the tags #boycotttwd and #canceltwd are trending tonight.









